Gun
in my hand
Finger on the trigger
Here I stand;
Before the
guilty man.
No, he isn't a man, He's just a boy.
Just like
me, just a kid.
Just like us all, used as a Government's Toy,
to play this game of life or death.
We were the pawns in this
game of chess.
He and I are the same.
We were classmates
once,
Even though we only knew each other by name.
But still,
he's just a kid like me!
Then how did this come to be?
This
game is the one too blame.
Created by the government to put us
kids back in place,
showing us the cruel reality, we were forced
to face.
The reality in which how far will some go in order to
survive
a game where only can win and leave alive.
Why did
he fall into the Government's trap?
Why did he betray us
all?
What could have made him snap?
What could have made him
bring our class's downfall?
What went wrong Kiriyama?
What
Happened to you?
Was it something that none of our classmates
knew?
Tears fill my eyes,
As I remember all the bodies,
The
bodies of the ones that died;
My classmates, my friends,
The
majority of them, died by his hands.
Kawada told me once before,
he said
that you, Kiriyama, were already dead.
Dead on the
inside, nothing but a shell,
You turned into the grim
reaper,
Once you stepped into this game of hell.
Can you
feel Kiriyama?
Can you feel the pain?
Can you even feel
the pouring rain?
How many fingers are on this trigger?
Do you
feel the pain of those you've killed?
Has you're satisfaction
been fulfilled!
Too many have died here,
Some lost there
way in fear,
while others yielded to the pain.
Some even tried
to do the right thing.
Some thought they had all the right
answers,
while others believed in broken prayers.
Then there
were those who trusted too little
And yet they cared too
much.
Then there was the one who was kind and strong,
Did all
that he could do, to find and protect his secret crush.
So
tell me, how many fingers are here?
Here on this one trigger.
Can
you feel now? The pain? The fear?
This is it. This
is the end.
I'm sorry Kiriyama, Forgive me Please.
But this
is for my fallen friends.
(BANG BANG)
I hear the
ringing of the shot, I see the blood
Tears, once again, fill my
eyes,
As I stand here and watch you die.
I call to you; over
and over again
I stare into the deep pools of your eyes.
Staring
into the eyes of my first kill.
All the anger mixed with confusion
and sadness,
I could no longer conceal.
Suddenly I hear a faint
dying voice…
"Shuuya, I can feel"
