DISCLAIMER:..As you know... that family isnt mine...
A/N: In this story arc... Jhon isnt dead.
"...When you lost a wife... you are a widow...
...when you lost a parent... you become an orphan...
but...when you lost a son... is so painful than even hasnt a name..."
NONAME
The things arent supposed to be in this form... he fights so hard , he leaves all he had in order to continue with his crusade... and after 23 years ... the moment he faces his worst enemy, and thinks than at least he won... but... just in that moment... he knows that he lost all.
The end begins one night when he knocks at his sons motel's door, Dean his eldest open and after making a choking face, throw his arms at him and give him a big hug... he now remember how light he can feels right in there.. Dean always happen to have that effect in him... no matter how hard or heavy is the burden he was carrying, when his son talk to him or hug him, all the problems seems to disappear...
"Hello boys.."- he tell to his sons, and behind Dean he can spot his Sammy, shy as always, but mysteriously dangerous if the kid decide to do so.
Sam give him a hard look, but after Dean pull a face at him, Sam relax and hug his father...Oh..oh.!! his kids are reconecting... talking without words, and sharing thoughs...Jhon knows by experience that, this can be dangerous... even if he was so happy because his sons are together again, he knows that in this stage... Sammy only will hear at Dean, only wil recognize Dean authorite over him... and Dean...well!he will be thinking first and end in Sammy... and that...that make him feel like an outsider.
He then tell his sons about the demon.. and how they can finally destroy it... they embarks in the search for the thing... not before Sammy pulls a few strings in his father, making him a lot of questions.. and ...as usual his older son calls at order at the young man.
Like a family, they share a week, traveling, crossing the country to find the monster, he laughs at his boys banters and feels happy like he dont feels in long time ago.
"Daad!! Sammy is being an ass!!!...
"That s because your are being a jerk..."
"::Bitch..."
"Boys"...
God!! How he cant see happiness in front of his nose, his boys are strong, handsome and braves... why he cant learn to stop in time...
When they arrive to the marked place, they fight a feral battle, killing demons, and fighting for their lives, at the end, he thinks that their had won... they just had to kill that bastard... and its done... his lifes war will be over...But he made a big mistake... that damm thing was powerful and stronger that they think.
"Oh!! poor Jhon...you really think that you can kill me... with your weird guns and spells...FOOL!!, you dont know that Im older that the world...I see your stupid human kind born... and I will destroy it one day..."
And with a swipe of the things hands, he and his sons were pinned to the wall, in the blink of an eye...
"But..I need to thank you... you brought me the most precious prize... you brought your own son to his sacrifice...
"Dont you dare to touch my sons ... bastard"
"Tsk..tsk..tsk..!!There is not need to be harsh Jhonny... you know... you always know that little Sammy was special, since he was born, thats the reason because you are afraid of him"
"Its you how need to be afraid of us...asshole.." He can hear his elder son talking with a venom voice
"You know Dean, all the things in this universe had a balance... The ying and yang...good and bad...God and..., but every couple of years the good Lord make a move and send a gift to the earth,.. a pure, gentle and special soul... a "light being" say the demon with a smirk
"You was so dammed lucky, because you had the gift for a long time, nurturing and protect him... isnt it Sammy??, your dad and bro, make a lot of things to protect you, you must be dead 23 years ago,I give you a lot of chances since then... even I try to adopt you... but you... angelical soul...prefer death over evil life... so be it..."
Jhon was full of panic , he felt lost, the thing know what to do... they fell in the tramp,, he brought his baby to the evils altar.
"Oh Jhon...dont feel so guilty... you and Dean made a great job raising Sammy... he is the stronget angel... and the one who can save the world and destroy me...but... unfortunely.. the redentor angels dont live pass the 33 years old, just ask Christo...
"Do you remember Christo...Sammy??"
What happened next was the worse nightmare for Jhon and Dean... for like seems an eternity , the demon torture and hurt his baby, limb by limb the monster hurt his son, killing him slowly just in front of their eyes.
Lasts Sammy words were for him and Dean... so full of love and forgivness... with his last breath Sam smile to his brother and then like a torch, he light himself in flames, taking the demon with him in the middle of horrible screams... after the blinding light goes... they were free, and they can see in the floor, the charred form of their beloved angel...their angel was dead...
Now he is here, broughing flowers and stuffed animals to his sons grave... Jim say to him, that God works in very strange forms... but this... this ..he cant understand this...he lost his two sons...because, even if Sammy was the one buried in the tomb... Dean was in denial since that tragic day... he dont even come to Sammys funeral... he just keep talking about the things he will do with his baby brother when he come back for Stanford... talking to him... like Sam is still alive...cleaning the Impala, because his brother will be making a travel with him... they will go to the Grand Canyon, he said...buying Sams favorite coffee and food in every restaurant and gas station they stop... and keeping Sammys clothes in his own duffel bag...
Yes... that night he lost his two sons... one in the hands of death... and the other in the hands of madness and pain...
SAMMY WINCHESTER
1983 2006
BELOVED SON AND BROTHER
We miss you angel
When he lost his beloved Mary, he become a widow... now he lost his son... and for that... for that there isnt a name...
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This is short and just a one shot that keep nagging me all the day... I want to write Deans POV, but I think this become so sad and depressed,.. that now Im not so sure...Tell me what you think...
OH...BTW... Forgive to kill sweet Sammy...
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