A love to kill
By: Nekojinthefirst
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation it's characters or anything associated with it. Nor do I own the song I have used for this short fic.
Song: Like we Never loved at all : Faith hill and Tim Mcgraw.
A soft voice echoed through a dimly lit appartment, on New years eve. A young looking Pink hair'ed man sat , eyes watching a picture of one familiar blond man, almost hiden now under papers.
"You never looked so good...as you did last night. Underneath the city lights,there walking with your friend, Laughing at the moon...I swear you looked right through me. But I'm stil living with your goodbye, and your just going on with your life.." A tear slowly made it's way down the pale complexion of Shuichi Shindou's cheek as his voice fadded away to nothing. He set down the lyrics he had just written onto the dark black coffee table. His eye's no longer held that cheery child like innocence and joy. His purple eyes where empty, and filled with only one emotion. Heartbreak. Sighing he stands walking over to his small kitchen pouring himself a cup of hot tea. Returning to the dimly lit room he would stare out of the large window to his right as words began to spill from his lips in an almost angelic voice ridden with sorrow.
"How can you just walk on by, without one tear in your eye?... Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me?..Maybe that's just your way, of dealing with the pain, forgetting everything between our rise and fall...Like we never loved at alll..." A choked sob broke the angelic sound, as he slid to his knees, cup falling to the floor spilling it's contents onto the light hardwood floor. His fragile hands quivered as his body was raked with painfull heartrenching sobs.
"WHY?!" he screamed in frustration to the empty room.
"WHY ERRIE YUKI...why..did you leave me..." he takes a deep quivering breath the sobs becomming less.
"You. I hear you're doing fine...Seems like your doing well...as far as I can tell...Time is leaving us behind, another week has passed...and still I haven't laughed yet, so tell me what is your secret. Letting go, LETTING GO LIKE YOU DID!" Shuichi through the picture frame containing a picture of Yuki across the room. It hit the window shattering, tiny shards of glass flying all around.
He watched this , it happening in slow motion it seemed to him. Although he knew it wasn't. Standing Shuichi would walk over to the shards of glass,looking down at the abused picture a tear would hit the floor. Kneeling infront of this, Shuichi picks up a sharp piece with his fragile hands. Holding it , purple eyes examnined the glass shard before he slowly moved it towards his delicate throaght. He sung in almost a whisper as the shard came closer.
"Did you forget the magic?...Did you forget the passion?...oh...and did you ever miss me?...and long to kiss me..?"He swalloed tears still falling as he presses teh shard hard against his throaght a trickle of blood beggining. "Why..." he whispered as he drew the shard along his throaght a red line forming at a quick pace. Laying down blood now pooling down his neck, he would whisper his last words as his vision became cloudy and he fadded into the black abiss that awaited him.
"Like we never loved at all..."
well that was my first try at writting a short fic to a song. Hope someone likes it. Reviews are very welcome. Happy reading.