Running up his stairs as fast as he can Stiles slams the door to his room, his whole demeanor a mess. His face covered in rivers of dried up tears as he slams his book bag into the some random section of his room and all but throws himself into his beds face down. Letting out a sobbing scream into the comfort of his pillow as tears once more begin to flow freely.
An hour passes by as Stiles sits up on his bed emotionless, few tears still falling from his soft brown eyes, as he raises a portion of his mattress and pulls out a secret journal from its hiding spot and begins to write his emotions away…
Okay I know its stupid and a waste of time….
But I cant help but care about him, I cant help but like everything about him…
Its impossible I already know this but…
I cant stop….
Its almost like I have know him forever…
ITS STUPID! I just know it is…
But I cant stop, I cant let go of this pointless emotion…
I want to stop so I don't get hurt…
But its pointless…
My heart wont listen to me…
And I know it will just end up broken…
But sometimes…he's the only thing that keeps me going…
Hehe…
But one day I hope I can just move on and forget…
….But I know it will never happen
…or more like
'He stops writing as a flash back of today cruelly come back to him. He had just driving up to the Hale property with a grin on his face, yes today was going to be the day, Stiles Stilinski was going to finally confess his love to the scary Alpha aka Derek Hale. Quickly moving into the house as not to lose his resolve he opens the door with a smile "Der-" his words die in a flash, there are clothes all around the floor in the living room, male….and female… His heart pick up speed as he looks around franticly and that's when he hears it….moans coming from up stairs…a female voice calling out Derek's name begging for more…'
As the flash back ended his whole body give off a shiver of despair and he holds back a sop as fresh tears flow once more.
…I wished that he would just
…Love me back
OC: yes? no? Hate me forever? -hugs Stiles- Im sorry Stiles im really sorry =( , if you like this dont thank me I got this from a Comic and simply morph it into Teen wolf, once again it screamed Stiles to me...-cries softly inside- let me know if you want the link to the comic.