Ok, I got bored and decided to do a Bella and Emmet story instead of Bella and Edward. Bella is a vampire just to let you know, and this is after breaking dawn. Please review and tell me what you think of it :D

Sam xx

The pain was still raw in my chest.

Losing Edward and Renesemee was like having my dead heart ripped out of my rib-cage and thrown on the floor mercilessly, then trampled on.

But do you know what the worst part was – the fact that their death was a mystery. Along with Rosalie, Jasper and Alice. Just Carlisle, Esme, Emmet and me left. And every night I could hear Esme sobbing her unshed tears and Emmet has to leave the house every afternoon, although he claims he hasn't told anyone where he goes, we all know. Esme told me. Counselling. For his anger.

And me, I tear myself up every moment for not being there. To protect them. It was the first time I let just Edward take Renesemee out hunting. They said they'd be back by the next day. I never saw them in the end. And we couldn't have a proper funeral for them because they were vampires and the autopsy would prove that easily.

"Bella? Can I have a moment?" Emmet snaps me away from my thoughts and I turn to face him as he sits on my bed.

"Sure," I smiled weakly, but didn't expect him to return it.

"I can trust you, right?" He asked, but we both knew it was a statement so he carried on, "Would it be okay if you come to my counselling meeting tomorrow? Only they asked me to bring someone I trust, and well, Carlisle's busy and Esme would just break down."

"Yeah, maybe they can help me with my pain too," I joked, but it came out much more pained and hurt than I wanted.

"Most probably," Emmet muttered and turned to leave.

"Emmet…" I quickly called out, knowing there was no perfect time to ask him.

"Yeah?" He turned round and I clenched my fist tight, looking away from him when I asked.

"After do you want to go hunting?" I paused, my eyes darting to his face to read his expression and quickly explained, "We both need to hunt, and it's been a while."

"Lets make a day of it." Emmet tried to sound cheerful but it just sounded bland, and to avoid the silence he left.

Left me to my memories of Edward and Renesemee.

So whatcha think?

I'd love to know whether to continue and I'd love your ideas on how to continue the story. I'm sorry it's short but I didn't have much time to write it. Please review

Sam xx