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This is a random thing I got the inspiration to write. I might continue if you all like it!!!
"Collins…?" Angel mumbled as she woke up.
"I'm here baby, I'm here." He said. Collins was lying next to Angel on her hospital bed and as he said this he pulled her closer.
"G'mornin." Angel slurred. Still tired.
She coughed and it startled Collins. She coughed again, Collins helped her sit up. She breathed in, unsteadily and that started a coughing fit. Collins rubbed her back until, five minutes later, Angel settled back into her pillows.
"You know, Collins," Angel said in a sore, raspy voice. "When I die… I won't be able to be the glue anymore."
"The glue?" Collins asked.
"When ever there is a problem, I fix it. I keep everyone together. And this friendship we all have… I don't want it to end just because my life does."
Collins didn't know what to say to this so he just nodded thoughtfully.
"And I want to know, that I can trust you, to… to be the glue for me, when I die, that is. Can I?"
"Of course, Angel. My Angel, you can trust me with anything." He said, his voice thick with tears.
"Good… And Collins…"
"What is it Honey?"
"I don't want to leave you or anyone else yet. I don't want to die and… and… I'm scared."
Collins again didn't know what to say. So he just hugged her as hard as he dared. She was so fragile now and he was so scared he would break her. Angel returned the embrace with as much strength as she could muster. They stayed that way until Angel finally broke the silence.
"You know what I think."
"What do you think?" Collins said, almost mechanically.
"I think you need a coffee and some alone time."
Collins didn't want to leave Angel, any time they had together was precious. She didn't have much time left.
"I don't-"
"Yes you do. Go. Have coffee, tease me with how good it tasted because I am not allowed any."
"Okay…" Collins reluctantly agreed.
Now that Collins was gone Angel started to do something she had been meaning to for a long time. She picked up a pen and started writing.
Dear Friends,
By the time you read this, I will have passed on, but I want, no, need you to know:
I love you all always and I will always be there for you. No matter what. Even though I am gone, I want you to stay close and remember as alive not dead! I always want you to smile, so remember me for what I did while I was alive and not how I died. Be happy.
And now for the Personal messages:
Mimi- My Extra special Spanish baby. I love you to death. You are my best friend. And I want you to stay with this Roger and live a happy life. If you don't I'll- well I don't know what I'll do, but you'll find out when I see you again- Which I will!
Collins- You are the love of my life and I don't want you to be scared to live life. Move on, in time I know you will. I just want you to be as happy in life as you had made me. I love you always.
Mo- I know you and Joanne have your rough spots, but I also know you are meant to be. Try and be forgiving and forgive her. I love you and would hate to see you throw away something so special as what you have with Joanne. Please help my Collins get through this as I know you are closest to him apart from me.
Jo- Forgive Mo and have fun. You know she's crazy. You know she loves you and I know you love her. I love you. Your are the best lawyer I have ever met and by far the most fun. Albeit you're the only one. Haha.
Roger- Be kind to my Mimi, see to it that she gets clean and quits that horrid job. I want you to be the one to remind every of what I want and please, please stay social. I love you.
Mark- Keep filming, that documentary will be finished one day and know that I will always be watching. I want you to help everyone through this keep Roger social and I love you also, no matter how much I joked otherwise.
Benny- Get nicer. Please. Oh and sorry, I killed your dog.
Everyone I love you all and want you to live the longest, fullest lives you can. Trust me, death always comes too soon. But I have no regrets and I couldn't have asked for better friends.
All of my love forever,
Angel.
Enough kisses to last your whole lives and twice that many hugs.
Suddenly, as if writing that had taken all of her energy, she felt exhausted. She clicked the nurse button. A nurse came bustling in and Angel explained everything. How she wanted her to give this to Collins when she died and tell him it is from her and not to read it until everyone was there.
"Okay. I will do that." She replied solemnly.
"Thankyou." Angel replied as she lay back on her pillow and drifted into a light sleep.
Collins entered to see Angel sleeping soundly and he sat on the couch and let his thoughts wander. He remembered-
"How much longer does sh- he have left?" Collins asked in a hushed voice.
"A week, two a most." The doctor replied.
And suddenly he remembered that was a week and a half ago. Angel was nearly gone. He could tell. Her spark was going. She no longer smiled much and she was barely strong enough to lift her own head.
Now he remembered that he felt urged to go and lye next to his love. What little time he had left was precious.
Sorry, if there are any spelling or gramatical errors. Deal with it. haha. Jokes, in the next chap I wont have any errors. Thats a promise.
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