Final Fantasy 7

Dreamland Reality

Disclaimer: Don't own it.

A/n: Just a one-shot about the things that were going through Sepheroth's mind when he killed Aeris. R&R! Sepheroth's POV

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Why did I do it? What was happening?

I wish it was a dream. But it wasn't. I did it. I killed her. My love. Jenova, she controlled me. Corrupted my mind, and yet my heart and soul stood, unwavering to her power. My mind is full of the memory as it plays back every second of my being.

She didn't scream. She didn't cry. Why?... Why couldn't I save her?

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I was aloft a pillar looking down the flower maiden, her mind bent on prayers to save the world, a prayer to disrupt my plan... Rather Jenova's plan.

She was so beautiful, kneeled on the alter of the moon lit room.

A blonde well built man walked slowly to her. He tried to speak to her but her mind was to the heavens. She was doing the duty that the Ancients sent her to do.

This was my chance. To ride the world of both of them. But, it wasn't mine, I loved her. Her beauty filled the room with a slight glow.

But I could not tell her. Tell the one I loved how much I cared for her. I had done so much damage... hurt so many innocent people. I could not face her.

But that didn't seem to be the problem. She controlled my body. I was Jenova's puppet.

Jenova tried to control Cloud. She tried to make him do it. He lifted his sword from his back and held it over his head. He was ready to strike.

I looked away. Then back to the scene below me.

_____Flash____

She opened her beautiful eyes. Cloud shook his head and relieved him himself from his memorization.

I, however was bound to Jenova and her power.

Her eyes rose to his. He dropped his heavy blade and it fell to the alter with a loud clang that echoed throughout the moonlit room.

Her plan was failing.

My heart lifted. My love would live, so when this was over, I could gaze into those eyes once more. But, Jenova had a back-up plan.

I felt it. I was her puppet...

My Jenova controlled body leapt from the pillar. My sword was pointed downward... towards her back.

Why Me? Why Her!?

"Jenova!" My soul screamed it, but no words could be formed.

My body is hers. It is no longer my life to live.

I felt my blade pierce her back. I heard it. I felt it pierce her dress, skin, through her spinal cord, her stomach, and again through her skin and dress.

WHAT HAVE I DONE??!!!

Her blood leaked and spattered, forming a puddle on the floor and staining her dress. She fell limp and hit the floor with a thump that echoed through the room. The demonic thump that will always echo through my mind.

____Flash____

The ribbon that held her hair up fell and a round white object bounced from the platform and plopped into the clear blue water.

"You're a puppet," my Jenova controlled body said. I felt my self get ready to swing at the rest of the group. I saw Tifa at the platforms edge, in shock, her eyes wide.

____Flash____

A window opened; opportunity to save the rest of them even though my flower girl from the slums had fallen. I made myself jump. Jump back to where they were somewhat safe.

Though I know they will never be safe.

____Flash____

I killed her. I murdered my love!!

Why!?

Why were we doomed to this fate!

JENOVA!

She made me kill her. She made me murder all of those innocent people.

I murder them.

Just like I murdered my love...

Aeris...