Authors note: This was a little fun thing i had between a roleplayer on tumblr my Lilynette killing their Shunsui xD I hope you guys enjoy. It will all be in Lilynette's pov since it's her diary entries. OH and those of you followed boarding school terror i will be updating that within the month i promise!.

January 19th

Our birthday… only there are no us. He's gone now, dead. Killed by the Shinigami with the floral pink cape. I can't wait to see him on his death bed, watching him take his last breath as he leaves this world. I will get my revenge!, I will kill him for what he did, for ripping the only thing I had left in this world…

Starrk…

I promise I will kill that moron! PIERCE HIM THROUGH THE HEART WITH MY SWORD. I will get out of Heuco Mundo and run him through, watch as he bleeds, watch as he realises I have taken his life… tear him apart like he did me.

Right so my plan… well I SHALL NAME THIS THE 101 WAYS OF KILLING THE GAY IDIOT CAPTAIN.

It will start out with me sneaking into the soul society, undetected of course because I am good at this. Good at being unnoticed and quiet… kind of. WELL anyway I sneak in and find his base of operations, it must be some kind of base… draped in pink possibly? OR FLOWERS! THERE HAS TO BE FLOWERS!. Right find base or home whatever they call that crap. Then I shall sneak in hide under his desk, he won't even know I am there cause he will be… sleeping? Or doing paperwork… or I DON'T KNOW BUT HE WILL BE BUSY!. Then I shall sit there waiting for my moment, waiting for the oprtune time to strike!. When he is distracted I will make my attempt. I will come up behind him and… and…

Well how should I do it? Run him through with a sword but that seems to plain too boring. OH! I could fire a cero at that moron… but would it kill him? Probably not he seems like he would be okay in power I mean Starrk was clearly more powerful than him. He just refused to use it since his is a gentleman and has morals… yeah that's it. Starrk was kind and wouldn't hurt a fly, why would someone take advantage of that?. That stupid captain was wrong! Sick in the head for doing such a thing. Right so back to what's important not using a sword okay… not going to use a cero no. I know! I shall steal a bottle of Szayels chemicals and burn him with it. Watch as the acid tears away his skin… oh ho then he will understand my pain. Understand what I went through, how he tore me apart!.

Getting back to my brilliant plan, he was distracted blah blah blah I sneak up behind him and pounce on his back. Since he will obviously have his back turned at this moment, that's the time I would strike of course… I'm not an idiot. Well then he would naturally scream in terror with that stupid girly voice of his, since I am strong and an enemy seeking revenge. Who wouldn't be afraid? Loads of people fear me anyway!. Then I will laugh as I pour acid on him, watch as it tears through his skin burning away all hope he ever had. Ripping him from shred to shred, a lingering and long lasting pain. That's the way to do it. By making him suffer, letting him writhe in pain and scream at the top of his girl voice going save me! Save me!.

Ha! This is brilliant that is how the shinigami will come to an end. Maybe then he might understand what he did to me… the suffering I went through, still going through. This might be what I need to help move on, try to find what was lost. Try to find that one thing to cure the loneliness… a family. I just wish I had that back, but I can't. That stupid idiot of a shinigami ruined that. Ruined my only family, a piece of me that I will never get back… ever and this is why I will kill him. Ruin him like he did me.

I'm only repaying a favour that's not exactly bad is it? An eye for an eye! So this is a life for a life he deserves it! Deserves the pain… deserves to lose everything he holds dear to him. Yes that is my reason I don't care if people think I am childish for it… well I think they think I'm childish anyway not that I care. Ah well what does it matter I'm going to kill him and that will be the end of it.

LILYNETTE OUT!~