Rated T for reference to character death
Genre(s): Tragedy
Sasuke's pov
A/N: I was pretty depressed and wanted to write something… (Sorry Sasuke, for making you do such things) Oh well… Basically about Itachi leaving, Sasuke's feelings with a surprise ending…
Rope Necklaces
It feels like it has been a million centuries ago that you left. A million centuries since you left, walking out the door and never returning. A million centuries since I last felt your lips on mine, felt the warmth of your arms cradling me in an embrace. A million centuries since I've actually felt able to breathe.
But now you're gone. And I don't know how to get you back.
Why did I have to say those things? I knew it was better to keep it locked inside, but I just couldn't keep it from myself anymore. You were the one. I was so sure of it that now I feel like a fool, believing we could actually 'be'. But that wasn't all.
I feel sick, alone, lost. I don't know what to do with myself anymore; you were my life, my heart, my soul, you were my everything. But you still left me. Knowing how much you meant to me, you knew I couldn't breathe without you. But you still walked, you still walked away.
Did you feel nothing? Shed a tear? Or mumble to the night sky of how you missed me?
I didn't think so. After all, you did use me like I was nothing. Leading me on with beautiful lies, and meaningless touches. It was meaningless to you, nothing but sex without a heart and passion.
I thought I could be strong. Thought I could get through the hurt of each morning without you.
You were just a guy… there'd be many more… But that wasn't true. Not for me. You were not just any guy. There weren't any like you. That was true, for me.
You were my life. But I wasn't yours. Therefore I have no life. And what is the point in living a lifeless life?
None.
So here is my last tear for you, the last drop of blood is yours. I take with me memories of you, stepping onto the chair, wear the rope necklace around my neck and kick the chair…