I can't look at Donna the same way I did before my dream about her kissing me and then telling me she can't work for me anymore, because of her goddamn rule. Every time she bites her lip when she is focusing on work, I want to go to her and kiss her. I want to feel her lips on mine again, it is way too long since I last felt her lips. I don't know how dumb I was for not getting that I love her. Yes I can't really believe it myself. Harvey Specter is in love. Jessica calls me in her office, I can't think of any reason why she would like to see me in her office, after all I'm only here for about 1 hour. As soon as I reached her office I want to start talking but I stop when I see her. My therapist Dr. Paula Agard. "Jessica what is she doing her?" "Harvey we all noticed that you are more tired than ever and the way you stare into nothing, it isn't healthy not talking about the things which bother you." "But this is my personal life, this has nothing to do with work!" "It does Harvey! You sit hours at your table and do nothing but stare! I highly doubt that you are working with staring Harvey. That's why Dr. Agard is here, she is going to talk with you about it. And I hope it helps you." I just look mad at Jessica and start walking out of her office. Only to hear heels walking behind me. I turn around and expect Jessica, but to my surprise it's Paula. "Let's go somewhere where we can talk in quiet." I nod and lead her to the file room. I make sure that no one is in there, at least that's what I thought I did. "Okay Harvey tell me. What is bothering you?" "It's just I had a dream and I can't stop thinking about it." She studies my face, I already know her tricks to read me. "Tell me about your dream." I swallow, this is going to be strange. "Well, it was about Donna leaving me. Well not exactly leaving me, but I dreamed I woke up and Donna walked in one of my shirts and two cup of coffees in my room. Then we talked a bit and we kissed, and then out of nowhere she said that she can't work for me anymore, because she has this rule. But I said to her that I don't want her leaving me. And she told me she isn't leaving me, she will just look for another job but she will be with me at home." I look at the ground and hope she can't read me now. "So what do you think does this dream mean?" "I don't exactly know I just figured one thing out." "And what is that one thing?" "I figured out that I love Donna. And every time I stare I just want to feel her lips on mine, not just in my mind." "Why don't you go to her then and tell her what you feel?" "It's not that simple." "And why's that?" "Because of her goddamn rule Paula!" "You know, I think you are afraid that she doesn't feel the same way you do. And you just use her rule as the reason, so you don't have to admit that you are afraid." Damn it, could it be that I am afraid. "I'm going to go now, you think about it. And call me or come to me if you have questions, okay?" I nod and watch her leave. I'm about to leave the room too, when I get the glimpse of red hair. Wait, what?! Donna is in here?! Please god no! I walk towards her. "Donna? How long are you standing here?" "The whole time..."