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Kai stared blankly at the man in front of him. In truth he couldn't actually see him, but to any other fool he was staring. His once bright red eyes had dulled to an ugly rust color, much like dried blood. and his once fair skin was bruised.

"What do you see Kai?" the man asked, a smirk present on his face.

"A handsome man who I wish to sleep with father." Kai said the words that had been drilled into his head since he was 8. The words had come easily at first until his father had blinded him. Then the words came naturally.

The man smirked again and began walking, chuckling softly to himself as short but frantic steps followed him. He glanced behind him at Kai, instant satisfaction filling him as he watched the boy struggled to follow him.

"F-father." Kai called helplessly, trying to locate the older man.

Alexander didn't answer. He watched quietly as his son stopped walking and began looking around, fear clear in his blind eyes.

"Father!" Kai screamed, not caring who heard him. He was scared and didn't know where he was.

"Are you ok?" Kai spun towards the voice, eager to find anyone who could help.

"I-I can't...I can't find my father." Kai said softly, hoping that by just saying that simple sentence would solve his problems.

"Alright, calm down. We'll find him." the voice said, trying to reassure him.

Kai nodded as he looked at the ground. "Who are you?"

"My name is Rei." the voice answered, lightly taking his hand. "What's your name and what does your dad look like?"

"I-I'm Kai..and he's...he's uh..." Kai bit his lip. He hadn't actually seen his father for 3 years.

"He's mine." Kai turned towards the familiar sound of his father's voice. "Thank you for finding him."

Rei looked up at the man and smiled. "You're welcome." He turned his attention to Kai. "And you be careful." he said as he kissed Kai's cheek. "See you later."

Kai blushed and touched his cheek as he stares at the last place he had heard Rei's voice. He had never been kissed before. It felt...nice. He yelped and fell back as he felt an unexpected blow to his face.

"Knock it off." Alexander growled, glaring down at Kai.

Kai nodded and turned his eyes downward as he stood up. "I-I'm s-sorry father." Kai apologized, fisting his hands in Alexander's shirt.

"You better be." Alexander replied as he began walking, chuckling as Kai stumbled to follow him. He frowned as he saw the dazed look in his son's sightless eyes. That look suggested he was in love. This Rei person was going to be a problem.

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They walked inside as they arrived home, Alexander instantly leaving Kai by himself as he made his way to his own room.

"I expect to see you in here in an hour." Alexander said, casting a glance at Kai as he walked into his room.

Kai merely nodded. He didn't know if Alexander was looking his way or not, but at the moment he didn't care. He had more pressing matters to attend to. Like, for example, finding the stairs and then his bedroom.

Kai bit his lip as he groped along the wall, frowning as he felt a few pictures hanging loosely on nails. If he wasn't careful he;d knock them off. His eyes widened as he touched a particularly big frame, knocking it off the wall and sending it crashing to the floor. The sound of shattering glass echoed through the hall as Kai's breath caught in his throat as he dropped to his knees to pick up the glass.

"What was that you damn fuck up?!" Kai closed his eyes tightly as he heard his father's angry voice.

"I-I'm s-s-sorry!" Kai stuttered, wincing as his father's palm connected with his face. "I'm s-sorry father, I d-didn't mean t-to!"

"Just shut up!" Alexander screamed.

Kai tried to stand but a kick to the ribs stopped him. Tears came to his eyes as he coughed up blood, the taste of the liquid filling his mouth. He wanted to cry but he couldn't. If he did it would just result in more punishment.

"Get up!" he father ordered with an angry growl.

Kai nodded and, coughing one last time, forced himself up. He turned his blind gaze to his father as he wiped the blood from his mouth. If he could see he would know what to expect, but if he could see he would've cried from the look of pure hatred his father was giving him.

"Get your ass to your room." Alexander ordered, pushing Kai as he spoke.

"I don't know where it is!: Kai cried desperately, trying to force himself back on his feet.

He yelped as he was suddenly jerked up by his hair and slammed face first into the wall. He felt the tears falling from his eyes and desperately tried to wipe them away before his father noticed.

"You better find it you pathetic son of a bitch." he snarled as he pushed him forward. "You have 5 minutes."

Kai sniffled as he listened to his father storm off. 5 minutes wasn't enough time to even begin to try to find his room.

Biting his lip, he started his search for his room.

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Kai sighed as he heard the grandfather clock chime the hour. He had heard the song of the clock four times now. Why hadn't his father said something? Why hadn't he done anything? Kai worried his lip as he stumbled along down the hall like he had been doing for hours.

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Alexander smirked as he watched his son trip and stumble down the hall. He couldn't wait for Kai to finally make it to his bedroom. Sure he was having fun just watching the boy frantically search for his room, but he knew he'd get much more enjoyment beating his son unconscious.
He followed silently behind Kai, resisting the urge to laugh aloud when Kai tripped, or ran into a wall or locked door. Once he almost fell down the stairs. Alexander had been so tempted to push him.
His eye twitched in rage as Kai punched the wall and sank to his knees, tears streaming down his cheeks. He couldn't give up now. It was no fun that way.

"I know you're there." the sound of his son's voice startled Alexander. "Please, I'm sorry. I'm lost. I don't know where I am. I'm so, so sorry. Please father. Help me." Alexander had never heard his sound sound so pathetic. Not when he was first beaten, not when he was first raped, not even when he had first been sold to a stranger. His anger melted away as Kai turned to face him, tears streaming down his face.

"Daddy please!" Kai begged, fisting his hands against the wood floor. Alexander took a step back. Kai hadn't called him daddy since he was 2.

"I'm sorry daddy! I'm begging you! Please help! I'm scared." He bowed his head, his small frame shaking with suppressed sobs. "I'm so scared...I'm begging...please...I'm so scared..." Alexander watched as his son broke down. He merely stood by as Kai wrapped his arms around himself and sobbed. It had been so long since he had seen his son cry like this. Shaking his head, he turned his back to Kai and walked off towards his own room, leaving Kai screaming for him to come back.


ok...there was the first chapter...please don't expect a really fast update...please? I will update though!! Don't worry!! But please review? I'd really like to know what I can improve on or what you like about the story!! Thanks!!

Luvs, Razor