Disclaimer- do I even need to say? Fine! If I owned Victorious, do you really think I'd be writing this instead of a script for the show? (Menacing) Didn't think so.
Hurt
No one can see through me.
I cover everything up. Everything in the world. In my family. In myself.
Because how else could I be "normal." Of course, no one thinks I'm normal. I'm that "goth girl", that "freak", that "bitch."
But there's something beneath the eyeliner; not like you could ever know that.
And my facade is just that, a facade.
You can't expect me to be perfect.
That's my parent's job.
But shhhhhh... It's a secret.
Because, according to them,I'm going to be...
-A brain surgeon
-A lawyer
-A doctor
-A teacher
-An astronaut
-The president
... Of course, they've never asked.
They've just assumed.
They don't care that I want to be...
-An actress
-A singer
-FAMOUS
...They don't think Hollywood Arts is worthwhile.
But I'm on a scholorship,
So they can't do anything about it.
I rebel.
I got...
-Piercings,
-Tattoos,
-Multicolored hair.
They're watching me grow up.
But not how they want to.
Not like my cookie cutter older sister.
Who's brilliant.
Went to Harvard.
And is now a wealthy lawyer.
But that isn't me.
Too bad my parents refuse to acknowledge that.
They're too busy pretending.
That this is a "phase".
They've never heard me sing since I was 10. They've never seen me act since a 6th grade play.
Ever.
They haven't bothered.
Not once.
Because they don't care.
They turn the other cheek and pretend that I'm not like me.
Not working out for you so well,
huh, Mom and Dad?
Never thought so.
But just thought I'd ask.
Betcha didn't think a could harbor a world of pain and hostility towards you in my shriveled up Gothic heart...
Did ya?
A.N. Sometimes one thing turns into another. I had a snippet and it totally went in a different direction than I thought. But hey, there's the beauty of writing. Don't you love frolicking in the snow? Yes, frolicking. Review and tell me. Oh, and also tell me what you thought of the story. (Ghost-like voice) You know you wannnt tooooooooooooo...
(Innocent child orphan)Pretty please?
(Oliver twist) "Please sir, can I have some more(reviews)?"
OK, now the authors note is longer then the story, so I'm going to stop rambling...
Now.
-End of Authors Note-
-ShiftyEyesAndAnEvilSmile (yes, I changed it... Sorry?)