Heyz! Anyways, this is just another oneshot that popped into my head during the middle of the night when I was just stairing at my laptop. ... So yup...Enjoy! Oh...just so you know...you can use any yaoi couple in this oneshot! ....well sorta XD''

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No No 22

Presents

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I Thought of How I Loved Him

Darkness. That's what is surrounding me. I know that somewhere inside me, a little boy is crying in a dark corner, lonely and sad. Everyday...everynight...every waking moment of my life...I would wonder if that little boy would ever stop crying. If that little boy would ever be happy. If that little boy would ever get away from that corner and live. I wonder these things even as I stare at his face. As I stare at the face of my most precious one...I thought about many things. I thought of how I can relate to him so much...

We both didn't have a happy childhood. We both have amazing power; one of us has the Kyuubi...the other has the curse mark. We both know how to control that power. We both hated each other... We both became close friends. We both...loved each other. I thought of how he yelled at me just an hour ago... How he was angry that I wouldn't talk to him, that I was so quiet. I thought of how after he was done yelling at me...I had told him that I wanted to die. He had yelled at me some more and even punched me. I thought of how I laid on the ground after he punched me, he had went on his knees and held me close, crying.

I thought of the things he had told me when he was crying... How that he couldn't live without me. That he would never let me die. That he loved me more than his own life... I thought of how everything became still when he had said those words. How tears spilled out of my eyes. How I cried and how he had held me the whole time. How I felt so completely lost and lonely. ...How I told him that I loved him as well. I thought of how I had completely lost control of my body and kissed him. How he kissed back. How we touched. How we both tried to get rid of this lonelyness that we both felt. I thought of how the moon shined onto our naked bodies while we made love. How he called for me. And how I called for him... I thought of how I sat here...staring at his beautiful face.

I whispered his name gently and touched his cheeks lightly, as if he would disappear if I wasn't careful. I heard him say my name as he slept... I felt my lips slowly form a smile. At that moment... I thought of a few things... I thought of that the little boy that was in the corner, crying. How he was loenly and sad... How another little boy came up to him and held out his hand. How the little boy was scared. How that when the little boy saw the other little boy's smile, he felt safe. How that little boy was now happy, finally finding someone.

I thought of how I felt towards him. How I was always at peace when I was around him. How he always made feel somehow happy. How he always made me smile. I thought of how that I was that little boy that was crying...and how he was the other little boy that made me happy. I thought of how I would feel if he died. How I would cry in greif over his death. How I would kill the person whoever had killed him. How I would end my life just so I could be with him. I thought of how that maybe...I wasn't surrounded by darkness any more. How I was now surrounded by light...his light... I thought of how he was my life...my everything... I thought...of how I loved him...and no one will ever change that.

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So there you go! I saw this in Sasuke's POV but feel free to use any couple you like! Him was Naruto if you're wondering. Anywaysm I made a longer version which i think is better than the short so, please check it out ok!! Thank-jus!!!