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Summery: What happens when Draco gets into a relationship with a girl that has depression and thoughts of Suicide? Draco/Oc. Rated M for gore( this is not for the weak hearted…

Tourniqute

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more so much more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

I loved you. I loved you so much. I thought you loved me back. But I guess I was wrong.

I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

You were my Draco. My Slytherin God. I loved you, but a bastard like you can't feel love. I remember that night. And reflecting back I guess I knew that I was just some girl, some one-night-stand. It turned into more than just a one-night-stand though.

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

I miss you. Even though you turned your back on me, I still love you. You were my cure, my addictition. I stopped all harm to my body, because you said it was wrong, you said it hurt you to see it. I can't believe I believed all your bullshit.

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forget me?

You still look at me. I see you. You think I'm not looking. I see the regret in you eyes. So maybe you really could feel. Maybe you really could feel everything I felt for you. Too bad we're in different houses, conflicting houses. Too bad I'm friends with "the Golden Boy" as you like to call him.

I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

I'm back to my old self now. No one knows how I am. No one knows the dark side of me. I'm sure you see the bandages. I only do it because its and outlet. I do it to get away from the pain in my heart.

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Return to me salvation
I want to die

I'm close to dying, and I can feel it. Soon I will lose all control and point the dagger in a more dangerous position knowing that it will kill me. I've been this bad before. You stopped me, remember? You stopped me from killing myself. I didn't know if it was real so I decided to end it. But you were there, pulling the dagger away.

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

I'm so close. I'm sitting alone, crying my eyes out. I haven't cried in so many years. You did this to me. You made me like this. You made me want the pain so much more. The dagger is in my hand, its shining so bright in the candle light. Its grinning at me. Its calling to me. I hear my name.

"CLARA!!!!!!!"

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ - tourniquet - my suicide

A/N: there you go…sorry it's a cliff hanger but I have plans…..I may forget about this but I will try my hardest….pls Read and Review!