Chapter 1: Desire
I have decided to continue the storyline of what was formerly called "The Yearning of a Fool". I changed the title because now that I've continued it... well, it doesn't work anymore.
Thank you so much to horse-crazy-gurl for crafting the wonderful summary! My head went totally blank and I was so pathetic I couldn't write one for myself!
Disclaimer: hmm. well, I obviously DO NOT own Inuyasha. If I did, I would be filthy rich! Well, maybe not...
By: Banana Rum : Kiyomi
I'm all alone. Again. That girl, Kagome, has gone back to her time delaying our quest. The monk and taijiya are at the village, nursing pathetic wounds. Mortals, their weakness stupefies me. The little thing is so useless he shouldn't even be a youkai. Luckily, he's gone. I'm sitting, in the quiet of the forest.
There's nobody here to occupy my mind with endless chatter, so I engross myself.
don't think. not now.
My thoughts turn to that of my loneliness. My isolation. Thoughts that are best left alone.
Suddenly, I'm longing for your soft caress on my face. Why now?
whispers of dark nothing. why now?
Our forest walks and boat rides are coming back now.
I laugh out loud. A harsh, cruel sounding laugh. Is this why I search endlessly for you, Kikyo?
the wind carries tendrils of your seduction.
My yearning for you is great, but why?
This question turns to love. Do I really love you, or do I only want the affection you give?
Do I want you to replace the motherly love I was deprived of as a child?
I laugh again to clear my muddled head of such useless thoughts.
I'm going to be a full youkai someday. Not a pitiful hanyou. I will have no time for this folly.
or will I?
My yearning for you is one of a fool.
Still, I set off in search of you.
For now, I will be a fool.
don't think. can't think.
Author's Note: I realized after I typed this up months ago that I forgot to put in some lines. Sorry to all you people out there who thought that it was totally boring! I have semi-fixed it now! Okay, it might still be boring, but it's better, right?