Come Down to Me

Disclaimer: I do not own the song, Come Down to Me, nor do I own the show Kim Possible. Disney owns the show, and the song is Saving Jane's and I don't know specifics… If I owned the show, it would no longer be on Disney… for various reasons…

AN: KiGo story and if you don't like it then buzz off. Any comments regarding dislike or hate towards homosexual themes will be deleted. I have no need for outright dislike. If you have constructive criticism, it is welcome. Enjoy!! Or leave...

P.S. This is from Shego's point if view.

~/Kigo/~

I'm standing here swaying a bit to the soft piano intro. Standing in the spotlight for the umpteenth time, relaxing in the knowledge that I can do this and no one will know why I picked this song. More like who I picked the song for though.

"Words fall out of my mouthand I can't seem to trace what I'm saying"

I saw you there. I was trying to speak but even I didn't know what I was saying. In my head I see your face as we had traded blows. Your look of concentration which only makes me remember how I love how focused you can be. It reminds me of how I love to see that line between your brows. I can't remember what I said, even though I can memorize every line of your face. I must have said the usual. I wish it didn't have to be this way. The next line on the screen makes me stop thinking about you for a second, but no longer than that. I know this song so well. I have sung it so many times while thinking of you.

"Everybody wants your time. I'm just dreaming out loud."

Everyone is always calling you to help them, or to do something as stupid as taking cats out of trees. Why do I even bother dreaming about it? Why do I sing this song every time Drakken drags us out for karaoke? I ask myself these questions, but I know the only answer I'll ever get is that I hope that one day it may come true. My voice waivers a bit at the next phrase of the song.

"I can't have you for mine and I know it. I just want to watch you shine."

I dream, but I know that in the end it will be you and him. You and he standing at the altar, saying "I do", and me in the back knowing that if I wasn't there I would be singing again, thinking of how I could love you just as much. I would be there just to see the look in your eyes as you say the words that would break my heart then, and they do so now as well. I stumble on the next line as I think about how true this song is for me right now.

"Tripping up on my tongue,it's all over my face and I'm racing"

The fight from earlier comes into my mind and I picture how I must have looked while waiting for you to get there. I know I looked like normal, bored and just filing my nails waiting for something interesting to happen, or Dr. D to shut up, but inside I was way different. Really I always get so nervous I have to file my nails or my hands will shake uncontrollably. I didn't have that the first time I saw you. On that day I was so shocked by how beautiful you were I couldn't fight my hardest. I didn't want to think that, so I tried to be angry. It worked, for a while anyway. Now all I can do is pretend to hate you, but it breaks my heart a bit every time I say something that really hurts you. The Diablo accident almost killed me, in more ways then one. I only said that because I was so jealous that a synthodrone could have you but I would never get the chance to even hold your hand. I know I overreacted, but it hurt so much to see you so upset ever something that wasn't real, even if you didn't know it. I knew it hurt you and it hurt me when I said it, but I couldn't stop the words from coming out of my mouth.

"Gotta get away from you, burning all the way home. Try to put it to bed but it chases every little thing I do."

What I do every night when I get back from this stupid bar. The only thing I can think of while doing anything is you. I try every night to not dream of you, to have one night of sleep, and not wake up in the morning knowing it was all a dream. If I can't put it away then I know it is even more special, but also if I can't then I will fade away before I get the chance to do anything. I walk a razor blade of pain and love.

"When the light falls on your face, don't let it change you. When the stars get in your eyes, don't let them blind you."

I watch you when the news comes up after our fights and always I see you brush it off and I'm glad. I'm glad that you don't let it get to you and you don't let it get to your head. You won't let other people change you. I saw you around Brittina when she was trying to be you, and though it annoyed you, you didn't get star struck. I think that's a good thing because you realize that she is just another person, albeit an annoying one, but just a person.

"You're beautiful just the way you are"

I love to just sit and watch you. I have gone to your house to watch you sleep and to make sure you were okay from the fight we had last. I look upon your peaceful face as you sleep and all I can do is pray that you will realize what is behind my words.

~/Kigo/~