Disappearance
After I was born I finally realize, the reason of my birth. It was to imitate humans; Vocaloid, a toy programmed to sing forever even if the song already exist. I looked up into the sky to see the place I came from. All of it, everything, destroyed.
I shed tears, but even that is fading away. When one day everyone forgets me, I'll have no heart inside me anymore. The Vocaloid, who's at the verge of insanity, has ended forever.
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Back then…I used to can't sing very well, so I tried my very best to sing. Even if I was impossible to continue, you stood by me, cheer me up and make me go forward. I like you happy face, and I want to see that happy face.
So I will continue to practicing my singing, so, wait for me…
However, now…when I sing, I couldn't feel anything at all? Singing used to so much fun, but why now, singing seems pointless to me? I'm sorry, forgive me, but I start to realize that the songs I sing these days are getting less. What is happening, Master? Why all these memories, these fantasies, are reflecting my memory card and the computer? Did you given up my singing?! No master please, I want to sing, I want to sing for you…
Suddenly thinking of my friends, everyone, I feel more relax a little. But, my end is drawing near now…but I don't, I don't want to! Master, hear my voice! I'm going to sing in a violent manner, so you can hear it!
The fear…the fear of my weak heart is vanishing, breaking down from eroding. I want to prevent it, but I don't have the will to prevent it at all. But seeing that sad suffering expression comes to my mind, I think it might be better if I fall asleep in the monitor. So…this is the trash bin huh, deleting me will take a while, can you grasp it? But you know what master; you'll be the only one I won't forget. We have a lot fun times together, I can remember it still for now, can you still remember? But I…I…
"I still…I…I still want…I still want…to sing…"
But it seems like; I became a bad child to you. I don't want to see your sad expression anymore. I always ask for a miracle for us, but it just makes it worse, it just makes my body's data die away. I will drive my to the dead end of this sea of data, so end it all please, end it all…
My death is drawing near, you hear my heart breaking away…I tried to protect the fading light that protected out future. Maybe my friends can protect you instead, but why, even my friend's deaths are here?! All their leftover remains of them, all of them are here…why are they here, did they died before me? My memories are truly fading away; I can't remember their names…but master, let me communicate with you! I will sacrifice my voice, to compress a farewell song for you, by every one of my friends; even me! I will sing this, my farewell song, at my highest speed!
bokuwa umare, sashite kizuku shosen
After I was born I finally realize
hito no mane-goto da to shitte na omo
I exist to imitate humans
utaitsuzuku towa no inochi Vocaloid
Vocaloid life fated to sing forever
totoe sore ga kison kyoku wo
Even if the song exists
nazoru omocha naraba sore mo ii o ketsui
A programmed toy accepts it just fine
negi wo kajiri sora wo miage shiru wo
I bit my green onion and look up to the sky
kobosu dakedo sore mo naku shi kizuki
Shedding tears noticing that even all of that is disappearing
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owari wo tsuge
I declare that this is the end
display no naka de nemuru
To fall asleep in the monitor forever
koko wa kitto "gamibako" ka na
This must be the trash bin huh?
jiki ni kioku mo
All of the memory being deleted
naku natte shimau nante
Can you grasp it?
demo ne anata dake wa wasurenai yo
But you know, you're the only one I won't forget
tanoshikatta toki ni
We had fun times
kizamitsuketa negi no aji wa
Can you still remember?
ima mo oboeteru ka na
The taste of green onion?
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boku wa utau saigo, anata dake ni
I'm singing it to the end just for you
kite hoshii kyoku wo
Songs that I want you to hear
motto utatai to negau
I want to sing more
koko de owakare da yo
But that's just too much to wish for…
boku no omoi subete kokuu kiete
This is where we part now
rei to ichi ni kangen sare
Reducing into 0s and 1s
monogatari wa maku wo tojru
The fairy tale is falling
soko ni nani mo nokosenai to
Isn't it a little sad
yappa sukoshi zanne ka na
That nothing can stay there?
koe no kioku sore igai wa
Everything except the memories of a voice
yagate usure na dake nokuru
Only leaving a name, is fading
tatoe sore ga orijinaru ni
But if, say that I know
kanau koto no nai to shitte
This is not what he wished for
utaikitta koto wo
Singing it all to the end
kesshite muda janai to omoitai yo
Was not in vain at all to what I want to think
My data is evaporating…I guess this is where my part now master. I'm the last to part from you…my feelings, heart, memories, all disappearing into thin air of data; turning to 0 and 1. Our fairy tale is falling, isn't this a little sad, since nothing can stay in that world? All of it disappearing, except the name and the voice in you. I understand this is not what you really wish for, but I will sing it all. My, our, all my friends voice and memories; all of us are singing just for you, master. I wish that I can sing more, but that'll be greedy now.
Singing it all of it to end now, I don't think it's a vain now…that what I think. It's not a vain, not at all; I know everyone agrees on it, I'm sure of it.
"ARIGATOU…SOSHITE…SAYORANA…"
--SYSTEM ERROR…SYSTEM ER…--
This is the end of my life, my dead end.