Hello =)

This is my first story ever, i doubt this will get much attention, but please give me suggestions if you think ai should continue! :D

i do NOT own fairytail! enjoy.

Juvias pov

Its been 413 days since Juvia met her beloved Gray-sama. But as the days pass, Juvia is starting to realize something that has been weighing down heavily on her heart; The more love Juvia seems to give him, the more he pushes her away. it's becoming rather evident that Juvia will never get to be with Gray- sama.

Juvia didn't think that loving someone so much, their traits could rub off on you too. Juvia has noticed herself growing cold. Why does Juvia always speak of herself in third person? It's about time Juvia, oops I mean I* stop that. Lately I've been finding myself laying in a field at night watching the stars, thinking about me and gray-sama. we come from two very different worlds. different, yet somehow also the same.

we were bother alone as children, but luckily he stumbled upon fairytail. he was able to follow the right path and make great friends, unlike myself, I joined phantom and ended up causing nothing but trouble. I still think it was fate that brought us together, but maybe fate intended for us to be just good friends. As tears trickled down my face and a slight drizzle began, i lay there with the heartbreaking realization that it was time to try and move on.

But how could I? How does someone love another person unconditionally for 413 days and then suddenly try to move on? I felt my chest tightening, I felt like I was struggling to breathe. I felt sick to my stomach, overwhelmed with these emotions, I got up and walked home.

with every step I took, the rain began to come down harder and harder until it began pouring. The streets quickly cleared away. The rain, which so happily seemed to vanish this past year, suddenly crept back into my life.

I finally reached my apartment. i didn't even bother changing. I just threw myself on the bed, soaking wet, and began to sob. What felt like an eternity later, I finally picked my head up off of my pillow to see the sun rising. The rain stopped along with my tears as I debated whether i should even bother going to sleep. Deciding it was better to give Gray-sama some space, as well as give myself some time away from him, I laid back down and closed my eyes.

Grays pov

Something feels off about today. Maybe it was that sudden downpour last night that got me feeling a little off? who knows. But ive been up since dawn and cant go back to sleep. guess i'll head over to the guild earlier than usual today. maybe firebreath wont be there to tick me off. wishful thinking, huh? he's always there, especially if Lucy is.

***9am***

I walk in the guild, it's pretty empty. guess im not surprised since its so damn early, seriously, what the hell am i gonna do all day?!