Lavi's last words
Disclaimer: I do not own D. gray-man
October 14 year unknown
The War that has been going on for centuries now. No matter what I recorded, something always fell from my memories or brings up more disaster. My objective was and still is being a bookman but I know I am something more than what I appear to be. I have brought up more bad news everywhere I go. To be honest I have no idea what the future brings. War will always be the same but for the sides that are fighting each other will soon end in a big death hell fire. Which means no one will win this battle.
November 20 year unknown
I came up with a decision that no one can tell me what to do. Bookman is one the urge of dying. I will finally know my place but the things will be the same. My friends have become weak from all the fighting. I am captured by the Noah's. What will become of the world that I use to know? What about my friends? Mostly what about me?
December 30th year who cares anymore?
This will be the last time I will see daylight, my friends, and the war after tonight I will no longer exist. My name is Lavi; I am a bookman junior or was. I'm the 49th bookman, Lavi is my 49th name. My real name was Deak. I left my old life behind so I can record and use my power for good. My life was good until now. So many illusions killing me slowly. I don't know what to do anymore so the best option is giving up…..
Kanda, Allen, Lenalee and the rest of the black order: I am very sorry to leave like this without saying this to your guys face and not seeing the outcome of this war. I didn't mean to make you guys sad over my death. This is my destiny and what my fate has decided for me. Bookman I know by now you will be dead but I want to say thank you for teaching me what I needed to know and I am very sorry for ending my life like this.
Sincerely,
Lavi