A/N: I feel like I've already done this at some point, but whatever ... this is a collection of oneshots I've written on Tumblr. Most of them were requests. You can always request a fanfiction on my blog ( .com) - sometimes it might take a while until I've time to answer though.
Anyway, I hope you like them ^-^
This first oneshot was for the prompt: "Riven thinking about his 'relationship' with Musa after season 1."
Enjoy! :)
So much had happened this year, it felt as if ten years have passed instead of no ordinary ten years, but slowly passing years, decorated with adventures.
So much had changed this year. People had changed. Riven had changed. Something inside of him had changed. Once it became clear to him that Darcy and her sisters hadonly used him, his eyes were also opened for other things. It all was clear to him now,that he had had something like friends for the first time in his life. And that he hadbetrayed them. He has also realised that he had behaved like a complete asshole. No, that he had been a complete asshole. And he realized what Musa actually meant to him.
Right from the start he found Musa the least annoying of all. She was different, just like him. She seemed suspicious of other people, just like him. She liked to be alone. She did not care what others thought of her. She was none of those typical fairies. No, she was better. And she was beautiful.
But Riven had also rejected and betrayed her as he had done with his new friends. And hefelt terrible at the thought that he might have hurt Musa. Of all the mistakes he had madelast year, he would mostly want to undo this. But unfortunately this was not possible, so he had to live with the consequences and make the best of it. After all, she had neverblamed him and had never become angry. And everything Riven wanted to do was to tellher how much he liked her, how much he would start all over again, how beautiful her eyes are. But he could not. He could not because he could not do well with people, andmuch less with those he liked, because he knew that he would hurt them some day. And he did not want to hurt Musa again.
So Riven stayed silent. He avoided Musa. But at the same time he rejoiced inwardlyevery time he saw her, and a list of things that he would love to tell her, played off in hishead. And yet the words would not come to his lips. On the battlefield, he was a hero, a fighter. But here Riven was a simple coward.