Going Under

Rinoa and Squall had finally settled down in a home of their own. Times have been getting tougher and tougher. Fight after fight. Slap after slap. One day Rinoa had had enough...

Now I will tell you what I've done for you. Fifty thousand tears I've cried, Screaming, Deciving, and Bleeding for you and you still won't hear me GOING UNDER!

Rinoa went to stay with the one person that really made her feel safe... Siefer, She was slipping into a slow depression on her own, and hte daily calls and threats from Squall sisn't help any at all. She'd thought she had helped him learn to love and trust, but really she'd just taught him how to use and abuse.

Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself. Maybe I'll wake up for once. Now tourmented daily defeated by you, just when I'd thought I'd reached the bottom. I...dive...again...I'm going under drowning in you. I'm falling forever. I've got to break through. GOING UNDER!

Things just got worse as shes ended up in the hospital. In a few long months she was released. Free to return to her once happy life. She was still staying at Siefers, and that same night she came home she got a call. It was a familiar voice, that brought back so many happy memories, it was music to her ears, the sweet, heavenly voice belonged to Squall. He rambled on about how he needed her and he would die without her. She told him it was over, to move on, and she whispered "I loved you," and hung up the phone.

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies. So I don't know whats real and whats not. Always confusing the thoughts in my head. So I can't trust myself anymore.

The next morning the phone rang again, she didn't answer it. Time and time it rang and rang. Finally she grabbed it and with a harsh "WHAT" she answered. It was another familair voice... Zell...He told her he had bad news...Squall had killed himself...shot in the head with his own gunblade. Rinoa then relized how much she loved him and took her own life that same day.