A/N: Well here's my first ever fanfic.. I apologize for the terrible writing, wrong grammar (If there are any grammar mistakes, that is…) and if it sucks…badly…

Anyways, Read and Review! (Psst! I'll give you cake if you review~ *wink* _)

Disclaimer: Sadly, I do not own Vocaloid...


Rin POV

It's been four months since I last saw him,

Since I last saw them, actually,

September 26, to be exact, was the last day that I spent with them,

The day that my life ended,

The last time that I was truly happy…

Now, all that's left of me is this horrible fate,

And this fake mask of mine,

Lost in the darkness that surrounds me,

No way out,

Never being able to see the light ever again…

I remember all those smiles of ours,

But now, It is nothing but a fragment of a broken memory

I desire to forget,

And at the same time, revive,

But there's no way to do that, right?

How can I forget the only thing that keeps me alive?

How can I revive a dead and lifeless memory?

There's crimson blood seeping out of the cuts that I made,

But there's nothing but a dull pain,

Remembering all of you is much more painful,

But I can't bring myself to forget all of you either…

Tears can't bring me back to you,

Nor money, nor wounds of cuts that I mark on my skin every day,

Sometimes I wonder why,

I have been assigned to this fate,

But I can't do anything to change it…

Like a Canary trapped in a cage,

Suffocating from regret and sadness,

Warning others of danger,

Left all alone,

Until it finally dies…

I miss all of you,

The times we shared, the memories we made,

But I'm that little Canary,

Waiting for the day this will all end…