Ok, so this is my first M fanfiction. I just couldn't get the idea out of my head after watching last night's episode! haha. :) Let me know what you think...if I should never write like this again, let me know!! Normally, I am all for the happy ending, but this is a unique fanfic so just accept it.
"I will always loooove yooou. I will alllwaayys looove you."
As Lorelai finished the song, she felt the tears welling up in her eyes. She certainly hadn't planned on singing a song, much less that song, to Luke. It was supposed to be a fun and silly song for Rory. But just as she had hit the second verse, Luke had walked into K.C's. Her first instinct was to run, pretend she had had one too many drinks and slip out the back. But he had held her gaze and she couldn't help but feel like her singing this song was a response to Luke putting the old blue hat back on.
Realizing that she was still standing on the stage, lost in thought, Lorelai gave a quick wave and rushed off the stage. She made a beeline to the back exit, which led out to an alley next to the book store. It wasn't until she was outside and alone in the alley that she let herself break down. She leaned her back up against a brick wall, her chest heaving with silent sobs. How could she have let herself do that? She and Luke were just beginning to get over the awkwardness between them. Now, she was finding it hard to believe that she would ever step back in the diner again. The mass amounts of alcohol that Lorelai had consumed were fully catching up to her now. Her head was spinning and her breathing was heavy. She didn't even hear the back door to K.C.'s open and someone step out.
"Lorelai? Are you ok?"
Lorelai looked up to see Luke standing there, no more than four feet away from her, looking a little uncomfortable.
"Luke…," she breathed out, "I'm sorry...You didn't need to come out here."
"Well, I was kind of hoping that we could talk."
"Talk?" Lorelai asked, wiping her cheeks dry.
"Yeah, I mean, you just bared your soul to the entire town of Stars Hollow. I couldn't help but notice you were looking at me the entire time. That must mean something, right?"
"Look, I've had a lot to drink tonight. I didn't think you were going to show up and I thought it would be a cute song to sing to Rory. But you did show up, and well, the lyrics kind of speak for themselves. I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize. You're right, the lyrics do fit."
"Huh…" Lorelai chuckled, "that's the understatement of the year."
"So, it's true then?" Luke asked, taking a couple steps towards her.
"What's true?" questioned Lorelai, distracted by Luke's advancing body, now no more than a foot and a half away from her.
"You'll always love me?" Luke tentatively inquired.
"Whoa…" Lorelai whispered, not knowing what to say. Instead she stalled, "please remember what mass amounts of alcohol I've had tonight."
"Answer the question Lorelai," he insisted.
"Oh Luke, of course I will. What we had was too strong to just forget about," she responded, keeping her eyes downcast, surprised at how strong her voice was.
"You know, I haven't forgotten either."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
Lorelai looked up into Luke's eyes, silently trying to understand what was currently happening between them.
"I'm glad you're wearing your blue hat again," she said softly.
"Me too," he replied, stepping towards her until he was no more than an inch away, with her backed up against the alley wall.
"Luke?" Lorelai whispered, no longer feeling the effects of the alcohol but instead feeling intoxicated by Luke's proximity and familiar scent.
"Hmmm?" he asked, keeping his eyes locked on her hers, making sure she knew he had no hesitation towards what they were about to do.
"Kiss me alre…" she began. But before she could continue, his lips were on hers, his tongue immediately demanding entrance.
Immediately Lorelai's arms wrapped tightly around Luke's neck, holding him tightly against her. Luke's hands, although they had begun on her waist, had already made their way up her sides, brushing against her breasts. Lorelai gasped, arching herself up against Luke, who took that as an invitation to keep his hands in place. He continued to massage her through her shirt, while Lorelai began to slightly grind her hips against Luke's growing arousal. The physical need between the two of them was painstakingly obvious.
Luke let out a groan, separated his lips from hers and started to trail kisses down Lorelai's neck towards the area where his hands were busy. Although semi-delirious from Luke's attack on her breasts, she couldn't help but reflect on how much she had missed this man. He had always been able to provoke feelings within her that no other man could. At that moment, Luke pushed Lorelai's shirt and bra down, exposing her right breast and swiftly attached his lips to her nipple, sending Lorelai into a state of oblivion.
Her hands unconsciously went down to Luke's pants, quickly undoing the belt, unbuttoning the snap and unzipping the zipper. Luke let out a strangled cry as Lorelai pulled him out of his boxers, took him in her hand and started to slowly stroke.
"Oh God, Lorelai…" Luke breathed, his hands automatically moving to rest on either side of her head, leaning against the wall, his knees too weak to support himself. She continued her strokes, enjoying Luke being at her mercy, after such a long time apart.
After regaining some sort of control, Luke pushed his weight against Lorelai and went to work on her jeans. She was still slowly teasing him with her hand and could feel moisture at the tip, realizing he was much closer than she thought.
However, she didn't have to worry about that because Luke had successfully already undone her jeans and pushed them halfway down her legs. Lorelai let out a small scream when Luke pushed her panties aside and inserted two fingers into her. Luckily Lorelai remembered that they weren't exactly in the privacy of her bedroom and bit onto Luke's shoulder to muffle her screams. As Luke continued to push in and out, his thumb found her clit and rubbed small circles against it. Lorelai was sent over the edge before she even realized she was close. Her body shook and she could feel herself pulsing around Luke's fingers, which were still slowly moving inside her, prolonging her experience.
"Oh my God, Luke," Lorelai groaned, slowing coming down from her high.
"Not done yet," Luke claimed, positioning himself in front of her.
Lorelai didn't even have time to process Luke's last statement. Luke simply removed his fingers and thrust himself up into her. Both let out low moans as Luke roughly pulled out and pushed himself back in. A fast and almost erratic rhythm was established as Luke continued to pound into Lorelai. She met him thrust for thrust, gasping into his shoulder. He pulled her into a deep and passionate kiss, their tongues battling for control as their bodies moved as one. When neither could breathe, they broke apart and Luke went to work on her neck, sucking and biting, muffling his moans of pleasure.
Lorelai knew she couldn't hang on much longer. She leaned into Luke's ear and encouraged him along, hoping he would finish with her.
"Come for me, Luke. Ahh…that's right. Right there…" she moaned.
"Lorelai, God…"
Lorelai let out a strangled cry threw her head back, and rode out her orgasm. Luke felt her tighten around him and let go, emptying himself into her. They kept moving, slowing down, letting each other catch their breath.
After a minute, Luke stepped back, pulling himself out of Lorelai. They just looked at each other. Quietly Luke pulled his pants back up while Lorelai did the same and readjusted her shirt.
Something on the ground caught Lorelai's eye. She bent down and picked it up. It was the hat. The old blue hat that had started this whole thing.
"Here," she said and held it out for Luke.
Luke gave her a small smile and put the hat back on. He then leaned in for a quick kiss and whispered into Lorelai's ear,
"I will always love you Lorelai."
And with that he turned around and walked down the alley, turning left, most likely heading back to the Diner. Lorelai was left standing alone, still trying to get her heart beat back to normal. The corners of her mouth threatened to turn upwards into a small smile.
"Me too, Luke."
Ok...what'd you think?? Please review!!
