Lena

Dear Fanfiction,

I feel so delirious. My life seems as though... Well, I don't know what it feels like. But it is very, very delirious. All this time I fell into the fact that Alex was dead. But no, he's not. He's alive, and wants me dead. That stupid girl, Corol thinks that she can have Alex. And she is actually thinking right. She can have him, because I don't. It's a matter of choice, I guess, that Alex and I both made. We both started off together, and then we slowly chose our own different paths. It's now that I can actually feel the true pain of heart-break. I do, infact still love Alex, but my love has not been responded to. Alex seems so... Real when he's around that stupid Corol. It's not fair! I wnat him back, and I want Julian, too.

love, Lena Haloway