I decided to try and write something dramatic, hope you enjoy xx

I'm standing on the edge of a building... I never thought that it would end this way... neither did my family, or my friends.

They always thought that I was the happy turtle.. but... I've not been happy in a long time, I don't blame anyone for it but my brothers are probably the cause.

Raph and Leo are constantly fighting, Donnie has started joining in. Splinter's gone and soon I will be joining him. My brothers didn't see me sneak out of the lair.

I can't believe that I'm about to do this... I don't know why I decided to do it now but.. it just seems right.

I can't stand it anymore, I'm not even allowed topside but they can't stop me. This is where I'll die, this is where it all ends.

I'm scared... terrified even.

I don't want to die but... I don't want to live. Uh oh, My brothers must have realised that I'd left. I can hear them running towards me, shouting my name. I can feel the tears on my cheeks, I don't want them to see me die, but, I don't want to live anymore... I've had enough.

'Michelangelo... please' It's Leo talking, they're being careful, they know that it only takes one step. What if it doesn't work? What if I just end up as a broken heap on the pavement? I would be in so much pain...

I turn around and stare at my brothers, I want them to stop me but I know that they won't.

'Mikey, don't... please, just... come here and tell us what's wrong' Donnie looks like he's on the verge of tears... I hate seeing my brothers so upset, I know that they hate seeing me upset or in pain.. or dead.

'Come here bro.. please don't jump...please' I've never heard Raph beg like that before... I'm having doubts. I look over the edge again, one step is all that it takes... one step and I might get to leave this painful world behind.. one wrong move and I'm stuck here but in more pain than bearable.

I lift one of my feet and shut my eyes tight, 'Goodbye' I whisper, I'm about to put it down on thin air but something stops me,

'NOOOOO, PLEASE MIKEY! DON'T LEAVE US!' I can hear them crying and stepping slowly towards me, I can't bear to hear them cry, I look round at them and more tears flow down my face.

'I can't take it anymore, the constant fighting.. our family has been torn apart. Family is all we have and now it's gone... I can't... I just can't do it anymore' I sob, It's the truth. I don't have anything anymore.. I have no family.

'Mikey, we're still a family... we'll stop fighting, we promise... just please don't do this' Donnie pleads, all three of my brothers are nodding and crying. I look at them, I can see that they are desperate, they don't want me to die.

I turn around once more and look down at the cold concrete below me... I just don't know what to do anymore,

'I'm scared guys, I don't wanna die... but I can't take life anymore' I tell them quietly, practically begging them to push me.

I turn around to face the ground below again but this time my brothers grab my arm and pull me back off the edge of the building and away from my death. I'm in the middle of a huge family hug, my brothers are crying their apologies and I'm crying from fright of what I almost did.

'I'm sorry' I say quietly as I cry to my brothers,

'Mikey... we're so sorry... please, never scare us like that again' They cry, I promise not to. I don't think my nerves could take it if I tried anything like that again.

I'm taken home by my brothers. They show me love, I only hope that it will last forever.

I know that it is kinda sad and dramatic but please review anyway xx