A/N: Ah! Finally! The long vacation that I just got back from was relaxing, but really friggin tiresome! To tell you the truth, I'm more in favor of settling down in my comfy bed, and going to sleep, but I can't do that. I'm too nervous about the contents of the final chapter for my Eva fic (which I am in the process of writing; I'm worried that my lemon will be bad, if you haven't figured that out yet), so, because of a random burst of KH inspiration I had in the airport while waiting for my plane, I decided that I would have a little…experiment…of sorts, to test out my skills better (cause there's barely any remaining fandom for Eva, which is quite depressing, if I may say so myself).

Disclaimer: I do not own the KH series, but I do own this plotline that I came up with, so if you steal it, I curse you a thousand times over! VOODOO! O,O (Heehee, and I don't own Star Wars either, heehee)

Warning: BoyLove present; beware of passing butt monsters from hell. Oh yes, and also, some passing out. But that really doesn't need to be in the warning, does it? No, seriously, does it?

Subconscious Desire

I don't know why I did it, really. I don't know why I didn't drink or eat at all the day before; I don't even know why I told him to kiss me. All I know is that…I think…I love him…

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"Hey, Sora!" My body jolted awake, hearing the heavenly voice that sent shivers down my spine. The eyes that I looked at him with fluttered open; the hands that I touched him with brushed the morning crust away from my eyes; the legs that I ran at him with swung over the side of my bed, walking me over to the mirror; all helping me prepare for the day ahead.

"Sora! Hey Sora! What's taking you so long?" said Riku as he climbed through Sora's window on the second floor. Sora spun around, startled.

"R-riku! I'm on the second floor! How did you-?"

"Simple. You have one of those fence things with vines on them going up to the side of the roof. You wouldn't think that climbing on it would work, since that sort of thing only happens in corny romance flicks, and sappy soap operas. Who would've guessed?"

"Oh…ah…that's…funny, I guess…" said Sora, lost for words in a moment of awkward silence. A minute or so went by before either did anything.

"The regular?" said Riku, attempting to spark a new conversation with the brunette.

"What?"

"Are we gonna do the regular today, or do you want to do something else?"

"Umm…How about we spar, like always, but then just hang out for the day?"

"Okay, Sora."

"I'll meet you downstairs, I just need to change."

"Okay." Another moment of awkward silence passed, Sora looking awkwardly at Riku as if he expected him to not be there, and Riku staring back at him, completely oblivious to the situation at hand.

"Uh…Riku…I suggest you leave now, unless you want to see me…," Sora paused for a second, slipping his thumb under the waistband of his boxers, the only article of clothing he was wearing, and pulled them down a little, suggestively. "…naked?" Riku's eyes followed Sora's thumb's every move, and suddenly, everything clicked.

"Oh!" said Riku, blushing out of embarrassment. "Of course! S-sorry…I'll be at the normal spot."

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"Catch!" yelled Riku as he threw Sora his sword; Sora caught it on the dull blade, wincing as the wood stabbed his hand.

"Ouch! I think I just got a splinter!" said Sora, Riku automatically going into Mother Hen mode.

"Are you okay? Let me see your hand. Where does it hurt?" Sora blushed a little, too tired and too caught up in Riku's beauty to do anything else but point.

"Here?...There…see it? It's tiny," Sora nodded.

"Let me kiss it; it'll feel better then (A/N: lol, the perfect childish motherly thing to do; always)" As those words traveled through Sora's ears, his eyes widened and he yanked his hand out of Riku's grasp, blushing fiercely.

"N-no! I-I mean…its fine, Riku…I'll be fine…" Riku gave Sora a pat down with his eyes, apparently satisfied with what he saw.

"Okay, Sora. If you say so. Are you ready?" Riku moved into a fighting stance, and waited for Sora to do the same. Instead, Sora charged recklessly at Riku, slicing left, then right, watching him sidestep his every attack, gracefully and flawlessly.

"Sora, you're getting sloppy." Riku said casually as he changed his footing slightly and went on the offensive. Riku's jabs and Sora's parries seemed to flow endlessly, almost as if they were practiced and timed; a waltz like no other.

Then, all of a sudden, the rhythmic sort of movements seemed to be going in Riku's favor. Riku sliced and jabbed with apparent ease, Sora barely able to sidestep Riku's fast movements. Riku ended it by quickly jabbing Sora's exposed throat, hard, but not hard enough to do any damage.

"Checkmate." Riku said, panting.

"Aww…Riku…you're no…fair…you…always…win" said Sora, his hands on his knees, panting heavily and attempting to pout. Riku smiled, and Sora did too, both laughing a little at themselves and at each other. And then, it happened.

"Sora! Sora! Sora, what's wrong!?" But Riku's yells were for naught. Nothing reached Sora in his momentary absence, and nothing really did for a while afterward.

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"C'mon, Sora…just drink this coconut milk for me, alright?" said Riku, trying to get the unconscious boy to drink some of the milky white liquid.

"(Coughing) Mmm…what were you trying to do, kill me?"

"No! I was trying to revive you! Here…" Riku said, searching around for something. "Eat this." Sora's eyes widened in surprise as recognition dawned upon him.

"But…but Riku! That's a paopu fruit!"

"Yeah, I know." Riku said, blushing lightly.

"Aside from that stupid legend, they also say that the paopu fruit is so precious because it's filled with nutrients that the tree collects over time." Riku shoved the fruit into Sora's hands, and closed them on top of the fruit.

"Here. Eat it." Sora cautiously took a bite, chewed slowly, swallowed, took another bite, and looked away from Riku towards the horizon. Peaceful silence filled the afternoon air, while Sora looked dreamily at the Sunset, and Riku looked dreamily at Sora.

"Kiss me."

"W-what!?"

"I said, kiss me." Sora turned to look at greenish blue waters surrounding a perfectly round, black stone, with white sand on either end of the waters. Riku looked astonished as he stared at Sora, seeing an eerily calm and serious person staring back at him.

"S-sora, do you understand what you just asked?"

"Of course I do. I wouldn't have asked if I didn't know what it meant." Riku stared incredulously at Sora, astonished in his sudden change in personality.

"Haven't you ever wondered what it would be like to kiss someone other than a girl, Riku? Haven't you ever wondered what it is that a guy can provide in a relationship that a girl can't (A/N: Girls want to cuddle, guys want to fuck. With two guys, their combined horniness will most likely be enough to make you fangirl's brains EXPLODE! Warning: side-effects include mild dizziness, blurred vision, confusion of pain/pleasure and vice versa, dehydration, and drowsiness)? Haven't you ever wondered what makes it worthwhile for so many people?" Sora paused for a moment and looked away, blushing lightly.

"Besides…I'd rather give you my first kiss, Riku, than anyone else…Anything to mend our friendship…" Riku stared at Sora for a moment, and then tackled him in a bear hug, clinging tightly to his waist, snuggling into his shirt. Sora froze momentarily, unsure of just what to do in his current situation.

"What was that for?" said Sora angrily, punching Riku lightly in the head.

"Oh, c'mon…don't tell me you didn't like it (heart)." Sora blushed. "…For a moment, I thought I lost you, Sora…My precious Sora…" Riku stared at Sora's partially exposed stomach as Sora glared at him, and looked away, blushing fiercely.

"You're right, you know. Our friendship's been so awkward since we 'grew up'. I suppose it's because, as teens, there are certain obligations that we have to follow, being teens and all. For example, as kids, a big part of our relationship used to be our physical closeness, fed by our ignorance and playful wants and needs. As teens, we're no longer obligated to feign ignorance, and, instead, are expected to go out into the world and hold and kiss some girl out there that you fancy, and whisper sweet nothings into her ear." Riku paused, bringing his face level with Sora's, gently rubbing their noses together playfully.

"If you want, I'll indulge in the forbidden fruit for you; it won't be as awkward anymore, because people won't question our playfulness and cuddling if we're a couple. Sure, people will look the other way, or look at us in disgust, but at least we have each other." Riku finished his speech, looking expectantly at Sora, who only seemed to be able to open his mouth, then close it, only to open it again, then close it again, as if he were a fish, never blinking.

"…I understand. If that's not what you want, then there's no point in tasting the forbidden fruit, and not being able to eat from it again." Riku pushed himself off of Sora, getting ready to leave, when Sora grabbed his leg and pulled on it.

"No! Don't go! That…that is what I want…It's just…I didn't know that that's what I wanted until you said it. Please…please stay with me…D-don't…don't go…" Sora said, crumpling up against Riku's leg and crying into it.

"Sora…" Riku said, enveloping him in a warm embrace. "Don't cry, Sora…Here…" Riku grabbed the paopu fruit off the ground, brushed off most of the sand, leaned back so Sora could see him, and took a bite out of the fruit. "See? It's all right now, Sora. Everything's all right…" Riku slipped his index finger under Sora's chin, raised it a little, and stole his lips in a passionate kiss. Sora opened his mouth, allowing each of them the delightful pleasure of exploring each other's mouths, the distinct taste of lemon/lime in their mouths…(think Sprite, but without the carbonation, and a more natural, fruity taste to it)

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A/N: Ah yes, and I forgot to tell you what that first paragraph is about. That's Sora looking back on the events in this story.

All you people out there who don't review (oh, and to the people who do, please do so here, as well. Please:3), I know what you did last summer (GASP!). Joking! Lol, what I really wanna say is this: YOU PEOPLE DON'T REVIEW JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE FRIGGIN LAZY!!! Do you realize how agonizingly horrible it was to log on to my AOL account each day, and check if I got any reviews from somebody? Of course I got some, but those were from people I KNOW on FF! Of course, I'm over-exaggerating here, but that's beside the point! I only want to know that you friggin people exist. That's ALL! A nice comment here and there is ALWAYS greatly appreciated! Seriously, it only takes a couple minutes to review a story, people!

Maybe I'm just being crazy, or something, cause there seriously wasn't much of a fandom left for Evangelion. Sad, that is, young Padawan.