******Disclamer: I do not own Twilight or New Moon or anything else to do with Twilight. Also I do not own Skyfall by Adele.
I feel like my life has been taken away. Why am I even living anymore? He was the only reason I wanted to stay in this town! Maybe I should just kill myself now because the earth cannot move on without him! My heart is going to burst from sadness and loneliness.
Me and him… I thought together we could face anything, but I guess I was wrong. I guess we couldn't because he is still gone and I'm nothing without my true love. He was all that I had. Now it's all gone as if the wind blew it away.
My love is long gone! He knows how I feel about him, so why would he leave me? I just wish I could have him back! But I know I will never have his heart! He said he left for me, so that I could be safe. But I don't feel safe without him. I know he'll never return to see me again. He only would if he really loved me!
Everything in my world has started to crumble! I thought I had it all with me and Edward. But I guess I did not since it all just fell apart. I was so happy with him! I had never been that happy with anyone before! Now it's all just gone! I knew it was too good to be true.
I felt safe with him. I never really have felt that safe with anyone before. As I look around me I see happy couples out on dates and I wish that I could be happy like them again! I feel like I keep on seeing him everywhere I go. I'm probably just seeing things. I just feel like there's this hole in me without Edward.
I wake up screaming. I have these horrible nightmares that I am alone and Edward left me. But then I realize that it's not a dream and he actually did leave me. Now I know why I was screaming because I have this horrible feeling of grief in me. Because I know he is really gone.