Yearn
Warning: . Mentioned sex.
Disclaimer: I don't own the Outsiders.
Pairing: Darry/Ponyboy
Word Count: 308 (only actual Drabble)
One Drabble a Day Challenge, Date: Monday, September 5th, 2009
Yearn
It was wrong. Sick. Disgusting. Call it what ever, but it all came down to one thing: I was one sick bastard. He was my kid brother, my baby brother who was barely fifteen while I was twenty going on twenty one. We were family, one boy and one man.
And I yearned for him. Oh, how I yearned for him.
His body, his voice, his eyes, his smiles....everything. To see him writhe in pleasure under me. He made such delicious noises, especially when he moaned my name. Every touch, every kiss, every moan...it pulled me in deeper and deeper and made me yearn for him so much more than the second before it hurt. But I couldn't stop, this scorching tryst wouldn't allow me to stop and the more I thought of it, the more I told myself it was wrong and disgusting and that Ponyboy was my little brother and that I shouldn't be doing this, the more my yearning grew. It was as if it wanted to make sure I'd never leave, never stop.
He was as confused as me, only a hell of a lot more innocent. I had known for sure he had never thought two guys could be together, especially two guys who were also brothers. He had been so nervous when I first started this, which had been with a kiss after the whole fire incident. I had never been so scared in my life than the moment I had slapped him and he had ran from me, than in the moment I heard he had been in a fire.
Either way, the way I yearned for him grew everyday and no matter what I did, I feared I would never be able to pull myself away from him.
Never.
And the worst part of it? I enjoyed it.