Here I am by your gravestone

I feel so alone

I know where you are

But you still feel so far away

I have a few things I couldn't bring myself to say

I never said thank you

You saved my life

You know you could've died

I never said bye

I can't believe I never even said hi

I love you

I wish I could've told you

So, here I am

I wish someone could understand

I know you would

But I still feel so misunderstood

That's when I tried to die

I wanted to be with you

You'd be upset with the things that I do

I never had the chance to kiss you

And now here I am

I lay flowers on your gravestone

I can't even answer the phone

I have so much running through my mind

I think about you all of the time

I have so many things I regret as I fall to my knees

Maybe its better how it is

I wouldn't want you to see me like this

I have only one wish

Is that you could hear my when I say

I love you

And I miss you more each day