Jackie writing!We've had the idea for a while, but it wasn't until yesterday that I got around to writing this. lol I played around with the names for a while, one of them being "full moon" because Jacob's a werewolf... haha... but anyway, I finally settled on Mezzanotte Supernova, which is Italian for "midnight supernova". That's all I have to say for now, Carly's writing the next chapter. Hope you like it, please review!

Mezzanotte Supernova

Chapter 1

"Don't die Bella," he choked out. "Don't go. Don't."

What if I never saw him again?

The thought pushed me past the silent tears; a sob broke out from my chest. I threw my arms around his waist and hugged for one too-short moment, burying my tear-wet face against his chest. He put his big hand on the back of my hair, as if to hold me there.

I couldn't do this. I just… couldn't. I realized that then, at that very moment. There had been a time when Edward was my life, my world, my air. But he left me.

Looking back, I now realize that Jacob had taken his place. Jacob has never left me. He picked up the pieces of me that Edward had created by his absence, and had put them back together.

Now, as I run out the door, with Jacob holding me, crying, begging me not to leave him, I realize now who I remind myself of. Edward. I was about to leave Jacob, just like Edward had left me all those months ago.

And Edward was about to die because of me, but still, he had left me… By going to get him, I would only be slowing Alice down. And besides, what if he left me again? I hadn't believed it could happen before, but it had.

Alice honked impatiently again. I pulled away from Jacob, and he looked as if I had stabbed him. I took his hand and pulled him after me, up to the Mercedes window, knocking on it. Alice rolled it down.

"Bella! We have to hurry!" she screamed, exasperated.

"Alice… I… I can't."

She started at me.

"Please go, and help Edward. Tell him that I love him and that I'm sorry I can't go."

"But he thinks you're dead!" she started in disbelief.

"Have him call me."

She nodded. "It may not work, but I'll try. I really have to go then."

"Thank you."

She gave me a grim smile, sped out of the driveway, around the corner, and in an instant she was gone.

I turned and fell into Jacob's arms sobbing.