A/N: I need to learn how to add chapter's this is getting hard. Here's part two of "It was always this way" This is less dark and more cute (I hope) so not much to say so let's get on with the show!

Disclaimer: I own my OC and the plot nothing more. If i did own black butler there would be much more Grelliam. ;D

Warning: Implies rape, bad words here and there and Grelle.

*two day's later*

She stood there in the middle of a forest clearing with Grell. "What are we doing senpai?" Abigail asked taking in her surrounding's.

"We are going to start your training. I am going to teach you how to fight and defend your self dear." He said straching his arms over his head.

"Oh? okay. So how are we gonna-AHHHH!" She turned around only to be lunged at by Grell holding...what was that? It was loud and pretty damn big.

"WHAT THE HELL! WHAT ARE YOU- WHAT IS THAT!- WHAA!" She dodged the attack and droped to the ground.

'I knew it, i can trust any man' She thought tears pooling in her eyes as she screamed. "GET AWAAAAAY!" throwing a rock-yes a rock- at the wepon.

Grell gasped as the rock missed the chainsaw and hit William in the groin (who was minding himself reading)

"WILL!...that's what you get for standing in harms way."

"...ooowwchh..." Will groaned in pain doubleing over.

"You okay dear~?"

"I'll...be fine...go check.." he groaned again pointing in the girl's direction.

"OH right. Issy..are you okay?" He asked walking over to the cowering girl.

"I-i...what happoned?..why- i thought?"

"Dear i warned you i said i was going to teach you to fight. I didn't mean to scear you dear~" He said softly.

"Oh my gosh, Mr. Spears! i am SOOO SORRY!" She said as he limped-yes limped- over to her and his lover.

"I'll be fine...i'm just soar." He said trying to straighten himself up.

"What is that." She asked pointing to the chainsaw.

"This is my DEATH scythe, i modified it myslef~" He said stroking the tool.

"It's loud...and kinda odd...i've never seen anything like it." She said looking the scythe over.

"Lovely isn't it?~" He said. "But not as lovely as you darling~" He purred stroking Will's arm.

"So you guy's are?..."

"Yes we're madly in love~" Grell purred wraping himself around his lover's arm.

"Oh~ how sweet~" She said clasping her hands together a dreamy daze on her face.

"See i told you we made a DEADLY efficient couple~" He said striking his pose.

"Yes well why don't we call your training her a day. Come i'll teach you how to act properly."

"What? i didn't think i-"

"If anyone is to teach her to be a lady it's me dear." Grell said.

"Fine." He said stoicly and walked away.

"Okay now stand up straight." He said straightening the girls' stance.

"I don't feel right, i..i'm not used to being this close with someone." She said quietly blushing at being pressed up against the taller man.

"Come now, Step, step, step, and back, back, laft, laft, right, spin" He said waltzing the short silver haired girl around the den.

"Now some people say happyness takes soo very long to find~" He said holding the girl close.

"Your um, a=hard to-oh!" she was interuptted in her speaking by Grelle spinning her.

"Now, now fallow me i am the lead dear~ step, step, step, back, back, laft, spin~"

"I feel dizzy!" Abigail said as she watched the room spin.

"Hmm, we have a lot of work to do." The redhead sighed.

"I know how to dance. But...it's more quick." She said smiling sweetly.

"Oh? how so-" She quickly spun and leand back hair flowing like a river.

"That was more like ice skateing on hard wood. But nice" He said smileing.

"Show me what you got darlin'~" Her eyes widend as the red reaper grabed her and spun her fast.

"WHAAAA! i'm gonna be siick!" She wailed befor tumbling to the ground taking the redhead with her.

After the dancing lesson it was lights out. It was silent in the house and everyone was resting easy...almost everyone.

The girl whimpered and gasped, tossing and turning in the bed. Untill "STOOOOOOOOOPP!" She wailed tears pooring out of her tightly shut eyes as she arched her back and screamed clawing at the bed sheets. "PLEEEEEEAAAASEE! FAAATHEER STOOOOOPP! IT HUUUURRT'S!" She screeched and gasped inhaling sharply.

Grelle and William ran down the hall as quick as possible for them. Bursting thru the door Grell and Will ran to her bed as Grell shook her trying not to be to raugh.

"Isabella...Abigail! wake up!" He shook and begged her to wake up. Her eyes shot open as she arched her back and gasped for air.

"You never stop...you..." She sobbed, hiding her face in her hands. "He wouldn't stop...i begged and screamed and cried...he didn't care he just kapt on and kept on!" She breathed, running a hand thru her silver hair and sighed, falling back on the bed. She closed her eyes and blew cold air out of her mouth to relax herself.

She lift a hand to her face, scars coating her wrists' and for arm's. William's eyes widend along with his lover's. "A-abigail..." Grell ran a finger over a long jagged scar.

She sighed. "I suppose the cat is outa the bag." She turned her gaze to the two men. "I did it because it made me feel good." She smiled sadly. "Pathatic..i know...but the bastard is warm food now so i guess i don't have anything to be scared of." She said dipping her head to allow her hair to make a silver curten around her face.

William still silent laft Grell to comfort the girl knowing he was much better at it.

"Why don't we have some girl chat time? i'm hear to listen and help not judge." She closed her eyes the last tear falling.

"It all started a few weeks after mother died. "I was laying in my bed looking out of my window at the moon, i love the moon. I heard my door crack open i knew i was him but i just though, he was chacking to see if i was asleep. Awake or asleep that's not what he wanted to do. He came over to my bed...and he-he ran his hand up my night shirt." She said blinking away tears.

"And i opened my eyes and when i opened my mouth to ask what he was doing, clamped his hand down on my mouth, and he...he got on top of me."