Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter, but I own the plot
Prologue:
'They don't understand, none of them. They don't understand what it's like to be the son of Lucius's son. All the expectations and rules and just everything! I can't take it anymore! I want to be free! Free to do what I want, to be with who I want, to be what I want.' I thought in despair as I placed my forehead against the cool glass of the window that showed the cold outside world that was being covered in rain. The rain made everything look so old, so still but tomorrow or the next day the sun will come out and everything will be back to live, moving at a thousand miles an hour. And I will still be the same, stuck in this hopeless life, trapped to become the Dark Lord's Bride, trapped to be raped by a man I don't love or even want to look at. 'Why did I have to be a bearer? What did I do to deserve this?' I thought hopelessly but inside I knew I really didn't do anything per say, it's just the hand I was drawn. The hand that I was to be a bearer and to be born into the Malfoy family and become the Dark Lord's Bride, what a life.
Slowly I turned away from the window and walked over to my king size bed and crawled into the cold cotton blankets and laid back against the headboard, oh how many years I've spent in this room, how many memories I made here? How long till I have till I'll never see this room again, till all I see is a cold stone wall of the Dark Lord's bedroom where all I will have is the memories of sadness and despair. Sniffing quietly I pulled my knees close to my chest and wrapped my arms around them and rested my chin on top of my knees. 'Tomorrow I go back to Hogwarts, it's only my 6th year and I'll never graduate all that studying for nothing. It was all such a waste, well not quite a waste…I got to meet him.' I thought with a small smile, 'yes I got to meet him.' With a picture of him in my head I laid down in my bed and allowed myself to fall asleep, hoping his image will chase away my demons and save me.
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