Hi ouran/twin fans please pay attention that this is my first FF so be nice if its crap (which I've bean told it's not) and R&R

"it's all my fault" I sighed crying into the duvet,

And the bed is far too big for just me,

"why does he have to be so god damn protective"

Flash back

I slid down the wall,

Tears streaming out my eyes,

Shooting pains stabbing all over me,

My blood rapidly dripping down my face.

It wasn't long before hikaru came running to my side,

His face anxious and worried,

The host club weren't far behind,

Kyoya and Tamaki tried to help me up.

Hikaru saw who did this to me and he was running for revenge.

I couldn't see what was happening but I could hear Haruhi, Hunny and amazingly Mori

All shouting after him,

Hikaru looked back .

He had to be in the worst place possible to stop,

Right in the middle of the road.

Haruhi Hunny and Mori had tried to warn him about the car that was coming his way but by then it was to late.

End of flash back

I wanted to sleep so bad but I couldn't '

I haven't bean separated from hikaru in 16 years.

And the worst part is its all my fault because I can't stand up for myself'

Because I'm just a useless piece of shit.

I wish I could just drop down dead right now.

Hikaru's gone now I'm nobody .

Shit.

I really am better of dead now