Title: kiss me quick; but make it last. (1/?)
Word Count: 698
Rating: PG or this chapter, may get to PG-13
Pairings: Kendall/EVERYONE..but eventually Kendall/Logan
Disclaimer: I wish I knew the boys but nope I do not. This is just for fun!
Summary: Kendall had a secret; a secret that he hid from everyone. He was special. A sort of special he hated. His mom said it was a gift. He saw it as a curse. It just sucked. He couldn't change it. It was part of who he was.

It was their second date. He smiled having her in his arms. He was oh so happy. He stared in her eyes – this was the moment. The very moment he had dreamed about for weeks. He touched her cheek, and their lips touched. It was just a quick kiss….she pulled away leaving him confused.

"Jo?"

"Kendall….I just don't…I need to go." And with that, she left him there all alone.

He didn't even move. He sent a simple text to his best friend and before he could even begin to get upset – arms were wrapped around him.

"It'll be ok"

"What if I was a horrible kisser?"

"You're not."

"You wouldn't know Logie!"

"I don't. But man, she'll be back. You guys make the perfect couple." But she wouldn't be back, and Kendall knew it. He knew they'd just be friends. She wasn't the one for him and she would….find her soul mate now.

It always happened that way.

He remembered his first date when they were back in Minnesota, his mother said not to get attached. He didn't understand but boy – he did get attached, and he had Logan at his side them helping him get over it with every ice cream you could name. The next boy she dated Greg Maxi, she fell hard. Last time he spoke with her, she said that it was crazy..it was like one kiss from Kendall would lead one to their soul mate. Kendall laughed it off. She was just lucky.

But then it happened again with Lesley. Then it happened with Allison. Then when he decided that girls' maybe weren't his cup of tea. Mark was his dream guy. But Mark wasn't after love. He heard from Lesley that one kiss from Kendall would be life changing. She said that the next person he kissed would be his true love. He was ready for a true love.

He thought that Mark would be the one to change everything but he was just used by Mark. Kendall tried not to be upset that time. He locked himself in his room and ignored all phone calls and texts

Txt from Logie 11/01/07

9PM: Kendall are you ok?

9:10PM: Why aren't you answering mine, j or c's texts?

9:12 PM: Kendall. You're a great person.

9:13PM: Mark is stupid. His biggest mistake in life is leaving you.

9:14PM: You're worth more than his bull****. Someone should give you the world.

He read Logan's texts over and over again. They made him feel a mix of emotions. Emotions that he was afraid to ever let show.

And here he was now. Logan's arms wrapped around him, telling him it'd be okay. Like all those times before, Logan was here comforting him. He had to bit his tongue hard. Logan may be the smart one but he didn't catch on to Kendall's secret. It was weird. Didn't he see the Deja vu that always happened with Kendall's relationships? He kissed them; they found true love and lived happily ever.

When would he get his happily ever after? When would he stop getting hurt?