Dear Diary,

by the girl with knives

'I'm not awesome. How can I pretend I am? Maybe I should get it done, jump off that edge. Into the ocean, where I will be surrounded by water and die peacefully, never to wake again. No one cares, so why should I pretend? Diary...what do I do? AU Prussia

A.N. ;

Hello there! This is basically going to be diary entries for AU [ Another Universe ] Prussia. It will show his hidden, depressing feelings. I have nothing more to add on here at the moment, I hope you enjoy!

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Dear diary,

I'm not awesome. I never was. I'm a horrible person, Elizabeth was right. Maybe...maybe I should just do it. Jump off a cliff or something. Why should I keep pretending? Why should I keep pretending that everything was goddamn rainbows and sunshine? I know it's not that, and it never will be. Ludwig doesn't care about me, no one does. I'm ignored, I should be dead. But I'm not...diary...what should I do? I won't go, since Mattie needs someone. He shares the same feelings as I do. He's the only real friend I have, besides Gilbird. I just want everything to be over...

Gilbert