Disclaimer: I don't own Alice Academy/Gakuen Alice in any way.

I also give thanks to a manga that I read in the library for the story plotline, and also the book, The Thirteen Reasons Why. I based it on those things.


Ruka Nogi picked up her headphones, ones that he found on his doorstep that morning. He observed it closely, so closely that the picture burned in his brain. Had it not been that she got run over by a car last month, he wouldn't have been surprised that it was hers.

Everyone remained confident that Sumire Shouda was the one who pushed her in front of the car. And yet some, like Ruka himself, believed that it was something else entirely.

Did she even like listening to music? Was that something about her that I didn't know? It occurred to him that he didn't know many things about her, and in fact, she knew more things about him. After all, she was his notorious blackmailer.

In the quiet of the morning, he laid his head on his pillow and remembered the moment when she was run over. He was there; the last conversation he remembered saying to her was the one where she rejected him, saying they were better off as friends.

He rolled over to his side, and looked out his window, unconsciously missing her and her annoying antics. Slowly, he began wishing for her voice to be in his ear again. He put her disconnected headphones to his ear, and listened for a tiny bit of her voice.

Click.

They say everyone deserves a chance to be recognized. And they usually are, if they're worth it. I'm not doing this for the fame, and I'm certainly not doing this to make anyone feel guilty. I just want people to understand why I would do such a thing.

Don't blame it on other people, please, because it isn't their fault that I'm like this. I walk in front of the car to feel something. Pain, anything.

What was that? Flustered, he listened to the raven haired girl's faint voice closely, pressing the headphones against his head.

It's selfish, yeah, I know. But I didn't know what else to do. I'm not happy the way I am, and I don't think I'll ever be happy with my life like this. So here it goes:

The first reason why I would want to do this.

Mr. Narumi.


Author's Note: Yeah, I know it's short. It's my first fic, so I'm still not sure what I am supposed to do here… But I hope I did it correctly! Hope you enjoyed it and if you did, I'll be working on the second chapter soon!