I do not own JTHM, Devi, Nny, "I Feel Sick", or any other character or book I may mention. They are all the property of Jhonen Vasquez & Slave Labor Graphics. I think that's it.
Author's Note: I HAVE NOT read "I Feel Sick". This is set a year after her last appearance in JTHM. Also, I realize that for all I know, Devi is completely out of character, so, leave me the fuck alone!!!!!!! Sorry, I have issues. ) But I'm better now... Ahem. I might write more for this if people like it. I may write more if everyone hates it. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! That is the awesomeness of my craziness!!!!!!!!!!!! Ummmm... ok I'm done. Oh, & sorry if it sucks ass it's my first one.
Rain
Devi's POV
It's raining again. It seems as if it's always raining here. But the good news is, I haven't seen or heard from him in almost a year. That's the only somewhat halfway decent thing in my life right now. But then again, nothing really can happen to you when you only leave your house to work & get food. But somehow, some little thing happens almost every time I go out that reminds me to stay away from people, even those who are so sweet to me.
After all, Nny was wonderful until he tried to attack me. God, that still pisses me off... I just still kinda wish I knew what happened that made him attack me. I mean, I don't even know if he was just plain crazy (but he probably was).
If I do ever find out, maybe I could find him & try to talk to him about it (of course, this time I would bring something to protect myself in case he tried that little stunt again...).
But I wouldn't even know how to start trying to think of a way to find out anything about him without actually talking to him. I've just been so confused since the last time I talked to him, although it was actually a recording. I know I sounded really, really, really pissed, & I was, but after I hung up I sat there trying to figure out why I felt bad for yelling at him (I'm still positive he was there listening!).
That's when I realized that even though he tried to kill me, I had already fallen for him. By then, I had also somehow understood a bit of his strange logic as to why he did what he did to me, but it's still a lot harder to understand why the whole killing thing was necessary. He just had had this idea in his head that, for some reason, we would date for a little while & then I would dump him, & the only thing he would get out of it would be more heartbreak, or something to that effect. But that's just my theory.
But anyway, I think I'll just go to sleep & try to think of something in the morning, I'll be able to think better in the morning.
Also, before I go to bed I thought you should know that the reason I'm still hiding despite what I said on the phone to Nny is because I happened to be walking by his house one day & I heard the weirdest noises, someone screaming in agony & someone laughing like a fuckin maniac.