A/N: Everyone please forgive me. This is my first fanfic and English is NOT my native language. I'm not good in English grammar. I just want to translate the Filipino fanfic i wrote. Few people request me to translate it in english, so i just give i try. i really sorry minna ^_^
Chapter 1
Prologue
Beautiful brown eyes was staring at them, to those people whose passing and walking by front of him. He was sitting in one of the bench in the park that afternoon. Jealousy and pinch of pain he felt in his heart every time he saw a loving couple in the park, happily walking holding hands.
He close his eyes and reminisce. Remembering the days and every single minute of his life, that he was belong to him...for him alone. Happiness and love they shared together, as if they own the whole world.
Sudden pain and loneliness, all of it coming back on him from the moment he open his eyes and saw a particular person. A person who gave love and happiness to him. And now a pain and sorrow to his pure loving heart.
"Hana, are you okay?" Asked Kaede while he sitting next to him. "You call me here to talk about what? You have work tonight?"
"I'm okay. It's my off tonight." He answered while staring at the sky.
"Did you eat?"
"Yeah."
"What you wanna talk about?"
"Kaede, you know what I want to talk about?"
"Hn?"
"Haven't you noticed, we live in the same house, we go in the same school but we know nothing about each other."
"Hey, are you sick?" He chuckled and check Sakuragi's forehead. After that he stared on his eyes and saw that he meant what he just said.
"I am fine Kaede. And I'm serious. When was the last time we talk like this. When was the last we sit and eat together." He asked painfully from his wounded heart.
"Hana, what are you talking about?"
"If we keep going on like this, it will be much harder for us. We have to decide on what we really have to do.
"What are you trying to say?
"You, Kaede what do you think I am trying to say."
"Wait, Hana..." He stopped when Sakuragi stared at him. It was cold and sad. And it makes shivered.
"Yes Kaede..."
"You want us to break..."
"Break-up...that's the only way Kaede. We have to admit it, we're not the same as we before. There's so many things changed about you, about me. And if we go on like this, we'll just continue to hurt each other. " he breath deeply, looking up the sky trying not to let some tears to fall.
"Is that what you really want Hana?"
"We want Kaede, we want."
"How about the team?
"Don't worry about it, nothing will change about the team. The truth, I was planning this after the Winter Cup. But I realize I can't wait any longer. I can't bear it anymore. That's why I decided to end this now. I realize it's better to end it up now before it gets complicated.
After Sakuragi saying those words he left without saying goodbye. Rukawa stared and stayed sitting on the bench. Thinking if he should follow him to stop, to beg him and ask for explanation. But none of them came up to his senses. He was too shock to react.
Even though it hurts as hell, Sakuragi thinks that he did was the best for them. To set him free. To set them both free. It takes him days and months to think about the decision he just made. How many tears he tried to stop to fall just to endure the pain. How many sleepless nights he spent just to think if he deserve it. How many 'why' he ask to himself...why he...the one he truly love do the things he never imagined he can do to him. And many, many times he tried to end up his life, just because he always thought that he can't live without him.
As he walk away, dark clouds seen upon the sky. Heavy rain started to fall with the tears his trying to hide in front of Rukawa. And all of those people around him.
"I will forget you Kaede...someday." he whispered in the middle of the rain.
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A calm, handsome man standing in front of a mound. After putting a bunch of flower on it, he pray solemnly. There was a trace of pain and sorrow in his brown eyes. In that grave, lied a person he once loved. He bid goodbye on him. Planning to move on and start all over again.
"Hey, Ryuichi, its time to leave." Call Mishiro Shinihara, his best friend.
"Goodbye Akihito, until then... I'll promise to visit you again." he bids his goodbye with the sorrow looks on his eyes.
Many times he blamed himself for losing him, Akihito. If he never knew him, if he just ignored him, he wont be a part of his dirty and dangerous life. If he just letting him go with the other person who loves him, maybe...maybe he still alive.
"Are you sure about you're plan... about going to America.? How about your business here?"
"Just sell them...all"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah. I want to start again...this time...I want to make it right..."
"If its what you want."
"Ill leave it all to you Mishiro. I won't be long, next year I will come back. I just want to rest." He assured to his worried friend.
"You think you can manage alone? I can't be with you this time."
"I'm alright Mishiro. I trust you and you're the only one i can rely on."
"Dont worry Ryuichi, I promise, when you back, everything will be fine. Just make sure to take care of your self Ryuichi.
"Promise. I will.
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A powerful punch landed on his face when he met Koshino on their meeting place. They decided to meet on his usual fishing spot. He so happy to see him and so surprised to his not so usual action.
Hey, hey Hiro-kun...what the hell was that? Is there any problem?
"For what? You ask me for what?! What' the hell Akira? What do you think you are doing? Did i told you before, I warn you stay away form them! You're such a pervert!." He angrily shouted at him.
"Wait...stay away from whom? Can you please at least explain before you punch me...ouch..." He complained while caressing his injured face.
"You know what i am talking about Akira! I saw you both having sex in your room. Damn it Akira! I slept with you just to leave them alone. And you still did it!"
"Tsk, so you saw us...ne, Hiro-kun, why didn't you join us...threesome..what do you think?" He smirked to hide his embarrassment.
"Bastard bitch! Have you realize what you did Akira?! You are my friend and I did everyhing for you to stop... "
"Hiro-kun...i love him...he love me...and he chose me...
Akira! You're both perverts! You never think! you will ruin them! Especially him!"
A sudden shock and sadness drawn on Sendoh's face when Koshino mention about 'him'. He become uneasy after hearing it that made him to be serious.
"He chose me coz he love me. And i think its enough reason for us to continue. I know its wrong from the start... But he's the one who decide it...not me..."
"Yeah, yeah ...he choose you! For now! Just in bed! One day he will leave you too!" He answered while putting his fist on Sendoh's chest.
"I thought you'll the only one who understand me if I tell you about us."
"Understand? You expect me to understand? You think I will? If you just leave them alone, this won't happen. Damn it! Go on your own! It's useless, everything I said was useless. Nothing will change. But remember this Akira, whether you like or not, you will end this ...now! And you will talk to them, to both of them. He, he trust you Akira. Don't forget about that." He bitterly pointing 'He' in his words.
"I will Hiro-kun, i will, just give me time. I will talk to both of them."
"Of course you will! But please, never ever I hear from you that you can't face him! Clean up your mess Akira! Grow up!"
A/N: Everyone please forgive me. This is my first fanfic and English is NOT my native language. I'm not good in English grammar. I just want to translate the Filipino fanfic i wrote. Few people request me to translate it in english, so i just give i try. i really sorry minna ^_^
Slight Crossover with some Finder series and Prince of Tennis characters...the rest is Mine ^_^
(Ryuichi Asami, Akihito Takaba, Fei Long: Finder series)
(Takashi and Kawamura-san:Prince of Tennis)
(Mishiro Shinohara: mine)