Choices Chapter 1, a glee fanfic

A what? Rachel berry asked in a confused voice. Your a... A... A male before I could finish my sentence Santana had to bud in. Yes he is a male whore. I had to sit down. All this time I had wasted with brody was a waste of time. Why did you ever even go out with me or even move in? "We'll rach" NO don't call me that only people I care about can call me rach. "I really liked you but I am a guy, the job I guess satisfied me" with those disgusting words coming out of his mouth I wanted to scream. You needed to be satisfied. What about me was I just an accessorie? Why? How could you use me like that? Just as he was About to answer that life got even more complicated. "Hey Kurt, what did you need me to do?" As Finn was finishing his sentence his voice got lower until it was just awkward. "Uh Kurt would you like to explain? In the hall"thing we're just getting more awkward by the second especially mine. I had my best friend, my friend/roommate my EX-boyfriend and my ex-fiancée. I couldn't take it any ore, I ran as fast as I could, out of my apartment, out of the building without thinking of the consciences. If it wasn't for the elevator I would have made it out but Kurt and Santana managed to catch up. "Rachel, you can't just run away from your problems because they will catch up to you I stead you need to face them like the Rachel berry i know would" the wise words of Kurt Hummel "take no prisinors" a proud Santana said. "Rachel you have 3 choices 1. You can run down that elevator and not come home until everyone has gone 2. Got and kick brody out once and for all or 3. Finally make things right with Finn." I sighed, do I have to? I knew what I had to but would I have to courage.

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As I walked back to my New York apartment I was faced with a dilemma. Brody was about to get kicked out but how could I do that in front of Finn? I had supposedly moved on. This would be showing him that he can now come back into my life. I had to do this though either way I would loose so I just had to face the music.
Brody, leave and never come back. I want you gone by the time that. I come back and with that I left dragging Santana with me.

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As I walked into the nearest Starbucks I was greeted by Kurt Hummel. "Where did Finn go" Santana asked knowing I wouldn't. "Oh he went back to his dorm, it got too awkward for him here and you know how he gets when He is awkward." In had to let a little laugh out at that comment because I knew Finn well and he couldn't handle being in awkward situations. Before I could say anymore Santana orders for us "I will have a black latte, a slandered coffee and an ice tea" as we walked to a table I for some reason felt sad and it wasn't because I kicked brody out but because I barley acknowledged him. So what is the latest gossip at at NYADA?

"Rachel I think this will be good for you." Are you sure? I wasn't sure what we were doing was a good idea but it was too late "Rachel this helped make up your mind once upon a time lets see if it still works." Kurt, what do I have to make up my mind about? I was very confused "Finn or no Finn, brody or no brody, brody or Finn." He had a point but last time I was standing on this broadway stage I had to choose between New York or Finn, that was like Sophie's choice now it's brody or Finn and there is a clear winner I just don't want to admit it.

Rachel:
Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Rachel and Finn:
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
Finn:
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah but this is happenin')
You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh our love, our love

Rachel and Finn:
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Rachel:
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Rachel:
That we're not broken just bent

Finn:
And we can learn to love again

Rachel and Finn:
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh we can learn to love again
Oh we can learn to love again oh oh
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I just broke down crying, I now had to face the truth, face the world, and most of all face Finn. This was going to be hard but the minute I stepped out of this broadway room I was back to good old Rachel Barbera Berry. "Are you ready?" Kurt asked me. "You know I think i am." And with that I walked out of the auditorium with a new perspective of my situation

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