Authors Note: At the masked ball, Jenny/Chuck kissed before they played hide and seek, this is a few months on and they have had other encounters. Hope you enjoy it, might be extending- depends on reviews. Thanks (:

Disclaimer: I do not own Gossip Girl, if I did then Nate and Jenny would be together.

"Jenny" Carter moaned, kissing down her chest softly, he pushed her onto the bed, and began to kiss her lips. Jenny followed his lead her hands twining in his hair as she lifted her hips to meet his, Carter bit into her neck, leaving it bruised, leaving his mark on her, showing she was his, she moaned and rolled on top of him. In moments, they were done, moaning and screaming one each others names as they reached a climax. After they flopped next to one another gasping softly as they did so, Carter smirked and kissed Jenny softly, she smiled and broke free, she needed to get away, needed to be alone.

Jenny stood up and walked to the bathroom, she dressed and looked at herself in the mirror. What had she become? She didnt love Carter, he was a simple distraction something to take her mind of...him, something that stopped her craving his touch, something that stopped her mind wandering back to the night of the masked ball, that night she remembered it clearly the way he had held her and kissed her, like she was beautiful, like she was special.

"Later beautiful" Carter said as he exited the loft, Jenny didn't say anything, instead she walked into the bedroom and flopped down on the covers, her mind was racing, she so wished that she could be with him...wished she didn't need distractions and hoped she had the real thing, she wished and hoped everyday that they would find a way to be together, but she knew they wouldn't, yet she wouldn't give up hope, she couldn't

Ever since that night, he was all she could think about. Damn him! For not letting her go on with her life, he was always there whispering in her ear, smiling across from her, he was still single and Jenny wished she could be too, but she knew him and she couldn't be with him. Jenny sighed softly and took her phone inbetween her hands, she wanted to ring him, text him anything to see him, but she stopped herself at the last minute.

Damn him! Damn Chuck Bass.