The joy that held their love together was more than any old feeling, any old crush.
Feliciano found that Kiku was his other half in a perfect, reserved way and that they fit together like two pieces of a puzzle, perfectly.
Kiku was so delicately interwoven for Feli that sometimes he wondered how they weren't born together as two perfect halves, true love since infant hood.
Feli wondered though if Kiku ever thought about that or dreamed about them if they'd have grown up together or puzzled over how perfectly they fit together as two halves of a whole.
The Italian knew Kiku to be his other half, the missing piece of his heart.
He knew that Kiku was his soulmate like the old myths talked about where someone was to be spend their whole life looking for the person that contained their other heart, because they were born separate for them to find each other.
It mentioned two halves to one whole, and while Feli could not remember where this myth originated from, he could appreciate that relatable feeling when put together with Kiku.
He felt like he spent every day with only the Japanese man on his mind, and he was completely okay with that as it left his heart racing and his skin warm with a special kind of joy.
Feli loved Kiku more than anything, more than life.