Title: Chapter 1 Preview
Disclaimer: I dont own anything related to 90210 the spinoff
Note: Teddy and Ian's storyline are making watching 90210 so worth watching at the moment. I love their chemistry..and how Teddy's story is developing.
…It didnt go away..
…and its not going to..
Those five last words rattle around in Teddy's mind as he lays awake in bed. He feels a slight head ache coming on and he cant be sure if its related to the amount of alcohol he's consumed in the last few hours, or the current confusion he feels about Ian, or about everything else he's tried to suppress within the last year.
His thoughts, regardless of his wishes continue to consist of Ian. The ride home was an uncomfortable one, but he's thankful that Ian came to his rescue. It had to be Ian. He felt he couldn't afford the displeasure of friends finding out that he had passed over their company to frequent a gay bar, they would never understand that.
He wasn't completely convinced he understood it either.
In the car, Ian and he had talked about small things, less invasive matters. Like school and homework. Ian didn't question his motives for being at the bar, nor his reasons for calling him instead of his usual buddies. Teddy was thankful for that, and for a while he thought that he was going to get away without having said a word about the issue, but he was wrong. To his own surprise he found himself disclosing to Ian a part of his past that he wanted so much to forget, but he knew that if anyone were to understand where he was coming from it would be Ian.
…and its not going to… Again, Teddy recalls those words, how sure Ian sounded when he said them, and its enough to make Teddy feel nauseous, he doesn't have to wait for the tale- tale symptoms of having over indulged in too much alcohol to kick in.
Perhaps Ian would like that statement to be true, Teddy thinks. Despite the fact that Ian's claimed to have no ulterior motives other than to have a mutual friendship , he gets the sense that he wants a little more than that. The image of the two of them in his bed a few weeks back - bodies intertwined and laced in sweat continues to haunts him still. A present reminder of his past life, everything he's tried to fail to remember.
In the midst of his thoughts, his cell phone vibrates, he rolls over slightly on his side to retrieve the text. It's Ian.
You ok ? The text reads. Teddy's heart hammers in his chest.
In spite of all the wishing and hoping Teddy's done, he isn't ignorant of reality. His desires, his feelings for guys, they still haven't gone away.
And now, now he isn't sure if he wants them too, and that's a scary thought.
So what did you think? Would you like me to continue? What are your thoughts on Teddy/Ian? I'd love to know what you have so say, so please leave a review. Thanks!