I Can't!

I can't open my heart more than it already is.

I can't love anymore than shown.

I can't care anymore.

I can't run either.

I can't learn anymore.

I can't teach either.

Can't paint.

Can't play

can't sleep

can't eat

can't cry

can't weep

I just can't ok?

I can't anymore.

I've forgotten how,

these things they say about me

that I'm rude

that I don't care

and I'm inconsiderate.

Maybe I am!

Maybe I don't care!

Maybe just maybe I can leave

Leave and Never Come Back!

but I can't do that either.

I just can't!

I can't even cry about it.


So... I can't... I'm going to guess... this couldbe from many different characters point of views. Yusuke and Hiei... Kuwabara maybe... and if you go deep enough, perhaps Kurama or Keiko. But mostly Hiei and Yusuke, wouldn't you agree?

This is when I was going to move to Carolinia... intsteed of where I am now, thats many states away, I was going to leave and start a new life. Most teenagers would say "Your ruining my life!" or "I have friends here!"

I didn't say that... "Lets go! When are we leaving?" That what I did. I guess it wouldn't be a big deal because I knew I wouldn't have left... I wouldn't have at all. I had a choice to leave or stay here, with my father. I wouldn't have left, I couldn't have, I can't. I just can't, I can't even cry about it.

-Josh