Have you ever...
Taken a wire around your throat
to see if it would suffocate you?
I have.
Have you ever...
Wondered why you where here on earth,
if you have a purpose?
I have.
Have you ever...
Slit open your body,
to see if you'd bleed to death?
I have.
Have you ever...
Tried to over dose on pills,
but only blacked out?
I have.
Have you ever...
Tried to drown yourself,
only to find you've been pulled up?
I have.
Have you ever...
Tried to go over the BLA limit,
but ended up in the hospital and lived?
I have.
It's funny
how the things we want the most
end up not happening, or turn out worse?
When I WANT something...
It changes to what my mom, dad or
bother want.
Soon, one day, that will change...