Through the Darkness Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

A/N: Hi, every one. This is a new story. Some of it is true in my life. I hope you enjoy! Don't know how many chapters there will be. This story is all human

Plot: On May 26th 2010, Bella swan's life changed forever. Her father had died. There was no warning. She felt judged. Her friend became her worst enemy. Her best friend, Edward, turned his back on her. He had fallen in love with a girl named Tanya. Can Bella go though the darkness into the light?

Through the Darkness

On May 26th 2010 my whole life changed. My judgment and faith in god was tested. I had lost everything that meant the world to me.

My best friend Jessica Stanley became my worst enemy. My other best friend Edward Cullen turned his back on me. But the biggest thing was my father, Charlie, died.

He had choked on a piece of meat. That I had cooked. I was away with Jessica when he choked to death.

I had fainted when I had found him. I had awoken in the hospital with a headache. I wished it was all a dream but it wasn't.

The day of my father's funeral, Edward had came to my house and told me that I had better stay away from Tanya, his girlfriend. I didn't understand what he was talking about. He had shouted that I had tried to kill Tanya like I had killed my father.

I was speechless. Tanya had told him a false story of me trying to kill her. I looked at my best friend in the face, I had fallen so deeply in love with him since we were nine. I told him that Tanya was a lying bitch.

That was the wrong thing to say. He pushed me away from him and I hit the wall in the kitchen hard. I looked up at Edward.

I thought he was going to hit me or something like that but he ran out of the house.

That was the last time I saw him.

The day after that I found Jessica robbing all of my money that dad had left. I tried to catch her when she ran but I couldn't.

I was penniless and I had no one. I was walking aimlessly through the dark alleyways. I just rounded a block and smacked right into a person. The person grunted and asked if I wanted a joint. I saw he had a needle in his hand.

I grabbed it and did my first of many to came heroine shots. I was 17 years old when I became homeless and a druggie.

FIVE YEARS LATER

The night was young. The party was only beginning. I was on my third beer of the night. I had meth, heroine, and a lot of other fucked up shit following though my veins right now.

It. Was. Awesome!

I was higher than I kite. My hips dancing to the beat. The song "Til the world ends" by Brittany Spears was playing.

This kitten got your tongue tied in knots I see
Spit it out cuz im dying for company
I notice that you got it
You notice that I want it
You know that I can take it to the next level ba-by!
If you want this good sh*t
Sicker than the remix
Baby let me blow your mind tonight

[Hook]

I cant take it take it take no more
Never felt like felt like this before
C'mon get me get me on the floor
DJ whatcha whatcha waitin' for!

WOAH OH OH OH OH OH WOAH OH OH OH...

[Verse 2]

Watch me move when I lose when I lose it hard
Get you off with a touch dancin' in the dark
You notice what I'm wearing
I'm noticing your staring
You know that I can take it to the next level baby
Hotter than the A-list
Next one on my hit list
Baby let me blow your mind tonight

[Hook]

I can't take it take it take no more
Never felt like felt like this before
C'mon get me get me on the floor
DJ whatcha whatcha waitin' for.

WOAH OH OH OH OH OH WOAH OH OH OH..

[Bridge]

See the sunlight
We aint stoppin'
Keep on dancing till the world ends
If you feel it let it happen
Keep on dancing till the world ends
Keep on daancing till the world ends
Keep on daancing till the world ends

WOAH OH OH OH OH OH WOAH OH OH OH...

See the sunlight
We aint stoppin'
Keep on dancing till the world ends
If you feel it let it happen
Keep on dancing till the world ends

when the song ended I went to get more beer for myself and Alice, a druggie friend of mine. She was a good friend. She listened and she told me what she thought. I did the same with her.

I got to the bar and asked Jack for two more beers. He looked at me wearily but gave them to me anyways.

"Bella?" asked a male voice to my right. I spun around and gasped.

"Emmett?" I said, shocked that Edward's big brother was two feet away from me.

He looked at me, then eyed my outfit and bloodshot eyes. I was wearing a black mini dress with nine inch heels. He shook his and closed his eyes and reopened them to look at me again.

I started to pant heavily. He reached out to grab me but I ran. I ran from the club into the pouring rain. There was someone calling my name as they ran after me. No! Wait there was two different people calling my name, one was deeper, Emmett's but the other one was lighter not as deep. But it was still a male voice.

I ran faster. I wasn't watching where I was going a tripped over something. I hit my head on something, the pain was horrible! I tried to keep my eyes opened but couldn't the pain was too much.

before the darkness came I saw the two men that were chasing me hutch down to help me. I saw Emmett pull out his cell. But, what I really saw was bright green eyes. Edward's eyes.

"Hang on, baby girl. Help is on the way." whispered Edward, bending down to kiss my forehead, that was the last thing I saw before the darkness took over.

EPOV

May 26th 2010 my life changed. One, I was marrying my soul mate or so I thought she was my soul mate. Also, my best friend, Isabella Swan's father died.

I saw her that day when they wheeled her father out, her face, my heart broke for her, was lifeless but when she saw me she had hope in her eyes.

I helped her out the best I could but I was busy with the wedding plans. Bella didn't know that Tanya and I were getting married.

I was looking over some flowers arrangements when Tanya ran in the kitchen brawling her eyes out.

"Edward! Edward! She... she tried to kill me!" she sobbed throwing her arms around my neck. I was shocked, who tried to kill my beloved? Whoever, it was will pay big time!

"Who was it?" I growled clutching her to my chest.

Tanya sniffled and said "B-Bella!"

Bella? Sweet Bella? I knew that Bella had liked me more than a friend but to try and kill Tanya? That was over the line.

I went to her the day of her father's funeral. And told her what I thought of her and told her to stay away from Tanya. And I had told her her that she had killed her father. Then I pushed her away into the wall.

That was the last time I saw her but I had heard that she vanished in the thin air. But I did not care. I got married to Tanya, that was the best day of my life!

About a year after we married was when my life become shit. I had gotten out of class earlier than I normal do and to Tanya and my apartment. I opened the door and walked right in...on Tanya fucking some guy on the kitchen table.

They were naked as a jaybird. I slimmed the door. And they broke apart. Tanya smiled at me and said "I want a divorce!"

I was speechless to say the least but said "Anything you want, bitch. Just get out of my apartment!"

The next six months was hell. But the night I become a free man again, I saw Bella.

Emmett took me to bar. And we were on our second beer when some men some whooping and cheering on someone. I turned around and saw who they cheering on. It was Bella.

She was dancing on the bar. She had a white top on that came to her navel, which was pierced and black jeans. But what that wasn't what floored me, it was how skinny and tired she looked. Her eyes were red and her long dark brown hair looked dull. I knew from my teacher at med school that this was all the signs of drugs.

What happened to my Bella? My Bella? Why would I even think that? She wasn't mine. I throw her away for that bitch. Now, that I think of it Tanya had lied. I was a fucking asshole!

I looked at Bella. I had to help her. I got up and went to the bar but before I could get there she was gone.

I tried finding her. I did everything I could to find her but she was hard to find. I just prayed that god led me to her.

He did three and half years later. Emmett dragged me out of my house to go clubbing. I didn't want to but felt like I had to.

We got there and ordered two beers. We just sat down when the song "til the world ends" by Brittany Spears came on and someone jumped on the bar and started dancing.

My mouth dropped as I saw Bella up there swaying her hips to the beat.

Bella trailed her hand down her body, slowly crossing her breast. I gulped as my cock started to twitch.

[Hook]

I cant take it take it take no more
Never felt like felt like this before
C'mon get me get me on the floor
DJ whatcha whatcha waitin' for!

WOAH OH OH OH OH OH WOAH OH OH OH...

[Verse 2]

[Hook]

I can't take it take it take no more
Never felt like felt like this before
C'mon get me get me on the floor
DJ whatcha whatcha waitin' for.

WOAH OH OH OH OH OH WOAH OH OH OH..

[Bridge]

WOAH OH OH OH OH OH WOAH OH OH OH...

Bella was on a roll! I was completely hard for her. She had a way about her that just calls me to her. Well, any man to her as I looked around the bar. Ha! Even some women too.

See the sunlight
We aint stoppin'
Keep on dancing till the world ends
If you feel it let it happen
Keep on dancing till the world ends

The song ended and Bella dropped down off the bar and ordered a beer. I asked Emmett to go to her. He did and when she saw him she freaked out and ran out of the bar.

Emmett and I ran after her. There was no way I was letting her out of my sight!

We were about six feet behind her. We were catching up to her. I saw her trip over something and hit her head on a sharp metal pipe. My heart stopped for a minute before it started beating fast.

Emmett and I reached her and saw that she was barely consciouses. Blood was running down her head from her right temple. My medical training kicked in. I took of my jacket and placed it on her temple where the wound was.

Emmett was calling an ambulance. Bella looked up at me. I saw she was trying to fight staying awake. "Hang on, baby girl, help is on the way" I said leaning down to kiss her forehead.

She went limp in my arms. I sighed. I got my Bella back. But the question was did she want me back?

A/N: okay, thats the first chapter! I don't have a drug problem. And I don't have a guy friend. But my dad did die. And I did have thoughts of killing myself but god and my friends helped me though it. Next Thursday will be a year since my father's death. Review please.