Feelings
I want to cry
and I don't know why
I want to leave
forever and always
I'm so lost
but not forgotten
I can't seem to shed one tear
to lift my foot and step away
I wish I knew where and why
I wish to much
I want to much
or maybe its just enough
and I don't work hard enough
to get what I want
but I don't.
I always hold myself back
from everything I want
or wanted.
Maybe I don't care
I wish I didn't
then maybe i wouldn't have these...
feelings.
Hiei dosn't want feelings, right? Who would? Again with my emoitions and hating them, wanting them to leave and go away! I hate emoitions, think how much I could do if I didn't have lust, or guilt, or sarrow, or love? I could be great! I could do anything! But no.. I have to have these... feelings...
They stop people from doing things and they make people do things. I hate people who can't control their own emoitions, I just try to not pay attention to mine... and same with Hiei. He dosn't care for his emoitoins, and this is a poem for him.
-Josh