Newsflash: you guys are really bad at smut. But never fear, TheSecretCat is here!
To write you some smut.
30 smuts, actually.
That's right, I'm going to write the nsfw 30 day otp challenge! Only I'm going to do a lot of pairings 'cause that's a lot of one couple otherwise. Plus the only smut on this site is Puck/Sabrina stuff, so I figure I might as well do something else.
It's not going to be full-on sex, but it will be raunchy.
The first time Jake and Briar almost had sex, he chickens out.
It's not that he didn't want to, because oh God did he want to. The problem was that he just couldn't stand the idea of defiling her, of... of taking his perfect princess, Briar Rose, and doing things like that to her.
Still, it would have been a lot better if he'd figured this out before their clothes had come off.
"Jake?" Briar asked. "Is something wrong?"
They were naked in her bedroom (they had the house to themselves because Briar was on lunch break and her godmothers were still working). He'd just stopped kissing her right when she touched his erection.
He sighed, pulling back from her. "I... I can't," he said.
Briar stared at him. "Why?" she demanded. "Did I do something wrong?"
"No, it's not- you're perfect, Briar. You deserve better."
He knew she'd had sex before. She'd been married to Charming for a good decade before he screwed that up. Jake wasn't worried about making sure her first time, or even their first time, was perfect.
He just knew that he was the kind of person who screwed up and got people killed, and Briar was beautiful and sweet and funny and she'd never done anything as bad as he had. And she deserved someone as good as she was.
"I don't want better," Briar said, kissing him. "I want you."
He knew that. He just didn't know why.
He wished Briar would leave off touching him. She was running her hands up and down his chest, getting closer and closer to the spot he so desperately wanted her to touch, and it was making it hard for him to think.
"Just... give me time, okay?" he asked, grabbing her hands.
Briar smiled at him and said, "Okay, Jake. Whatever you need."
He smiled back at her.
"But we're not putting our clothes back on," she added. "You're too handsome for that."
He shrugged. Good enough.
They spent the rest of Briar's lunch break pressed up against each other on Briar's bed. Briar had a little smile on her face as she squeezed him, but Jake just held on to his girlfriend for dear life. She was his rock. He didn't know what he'd do without her.