I tried to show hate in my eyes,
I tried not to show how much you've hurt me,
but all you see is pain.

You smirk,
and that just makes me want to hate you more.
it seems like you get some sick pleasure in seeing me in pain,
and you don't care about how close I am to flying.

I will be able to fly away from this torture,
to fly away from the hurt,
to fly away from you.

While you keep talking about how much you want to kill me,
I'm moving back, closer to the edge.
Then you stop, realizing what I'm about to do.

You say 'Don't'
In your eyes I see fear, but for what?
'Afraid of getting in trouble?' I ask.
'No,' you say. 'Afraid of losing you.'

Shocked, I take one step too many.
You run, trying to catch me.

Too late.

As I'm falling with your tears of sorrow,
One thought stays with me.

'I'm flying away.

I'm finally free.'


I wrote this poem about Relena and Heero. This doesn't sound like Relena, but this is her at her breaking point. It's confusing and it sucks, yea i know, but i don't know how much. so R&R!

.::. Jiyuu no Megami