This is my very first story ever. I am not a righter I just have an idea and I would like to see where it leads!

Disclaimer- S. Meyer owns everything Twilight

PLEASE REVIEW SO I KNOW WHAT Y'ALL THINK.

Chapter 1

It was a shit day. I knew when I opened my eyes and LOOKED out the window that today was going to suck. It was overcast and the rain was threatening to break the clouds at any second.

And today was the anniversary of my parent's death. Yeah today my parents would be dead 4 years, the end.

My parents died on my 16th birthday the actual day! My brother and hero, my idol, my rock was home for the weekend in celebration of my birthday he never missed it. He woke me up with breakfast in bed and a foot-rub. He was a student at the all boys school King George II in Washington DC, he really enjoyed life there but we were close and he phoned me every single day without fail. It hurt when he got accepted into the school and had to leave because my parents were not really around my dad worked for the FBI and my mom was into architecture which required her to work all hours so I was accustomed to it just being me and Jasper!

When he got draughted to King George II he wanted to decline saying he could not manage being that far away from me! So I applied to Meyer College which was an Ivy League school specializing in the Arts. That would take me closer to Jasper at least an hour's drive compared to a 6 hour flight!

We were all due to get together for supper as neither my mother nor Father was there to wish me happy birthday the morning. Jasper made my day special after breakfast by taking me shopping and taking me to Seattle to ice skate and just be free!

Once home we showered and dressed and headed to the restaurant and spent the entire meal with neither of my parents showing up.

Jasper could see the pain I tried to hide, once home I dressed and got in bed. But knowing Jasper is home and there was a thunderstorm starting I ran into his room.

I remember the look on his face sitting up in bed with the blankets pulled back waiting for me. It was our thing he was always there for me during thunderstorms.

I woke up to the sound of our doorbell ringing and Jasper headed to the lounge. I heard muffled noise and then he was back. My parents were killed …..Murdered….gone!

Today was the 4th anniversary of my parents' death September 13th and also my 20th birthday.

And today is the day I see Jasper again…..Jasper was drafted to play ice hockey for the Cowboys, he is playing with his best friends from School. It was hard to let go but this was his dream and he has looked after me forever and sacrificed so much for me that the least I could do is support him in finally achieving his dream.

Today I will be with my brother and that is the best birthday gift ever. He is skipping out of the camp ahead of his first game ever to be with me.

I was lying in bed waiting for the doorbell to ring and the anticipation is killing me!

" KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK" That was my impatient brother knocking and forgoing the bell as usual.

I ran to the door and threw it open and there was my brother. Almost double my height broad shoulders well-muscled arms blond messy mob of hair brown eyes just like mine. He was dressed in causal jeans and a fitting snug t-shirt. He definitely upped his style since he became famous!

"Jasper!" I shouted unable to contain my enthusiasm.

"Tinkerbelle!"

"Happy Birthday little sis!" Jasper said between tears.

"Oh Jasper thank you thank you for coming it means the world to me I am so proud of you!"

"Okay relax I am here ….uh...can I come in?" He asks only then do I realize I am hanging onto him and we still have not moved from the front of the room.

Without me saying another word he picked me up into his arms and carried me into the room and shut the door with his foot.

"So my little sis is 20!" He said still trying very hard to contain the tears bubbling in his eyes.

I look at my brother and he is awesome in every sense he tries so hard to be there for me and I want him to know I am okay so that he can focus on doing something for him and not me just once. I need to do this for him.

STAY STRONG STAY STRONG! I thought that if I kept chanting this in my head it would help!

But one look at the love in his eyes and I was toast!

"Jasper ... I ... I … missed you so much…." I hiccupped between tears

"Tinkerbelle I missed you too! Please come live with me you won't be sorry please just come to New York with me!" He pleaded with me for the millionth time since leaving.

"Jasper this is your time, the last thing you need is your little sister standing in your way, you need to find your love and go out with friends and have fun, not baby-sit me." I said trying to reason with him once again.

"It all means nothing without you, I need you there."

"Jasper please we both need this and there is no distance that can separate us." I said trying to convince both of us.

"But…" I continued, "I was hoping to come down for your first game and stay over with you?" I asked

"Oh God! Do you even have to ask!" Jasper yelled and picked me up into his arms.

I could see Jasper was happy that at least somebody would be cheering for him this game, like I would miss this game or any of the others!

"So what will it be? Breakfast at the diner?" He asked hopefully.

"Yeah, why not I just need to get dressed." I said and made haste to get my gear on.

It was nice and sunny out so I chose to wear a simple white summer dress with a low dipping neckline and very intricate embroidery my friend Alice says it's a killer. She is trying to break into the design scene just like me just with shoes… We make quite the pair her designing shoes and me underwear.

I finished it off with nice silver earrings and an Alice original pair of silver strappy heels.

I grabbed my clutch and headed into the lounge to find Jasper eyeing my latest designs with a smirk on his face.

"I'm ready Jazz." I said smiling at him

"Lets hit it." He said leading me out of the building and into the parking garage where the car was parked; he opened the door for me and helping me in, trying to make sure that I don't end up falling flat on my face. Jip I am know by all as the only person who can trip over a particle of dust.

I was surprise to see that he was nervous and did not go to the usual diner but continued onto the Emperor Room. It was a fabulous restaurant catering to all the A – Lists.

I shot him a questioning look but he just shrugged and said "I am treating my little sis" I smiled back at him but there was something in there that made me think twice about his decision.

Once he opened the door for me he had to stop and send a quick text, a new girl maybe? He doesn't share that information with me but he has been unusually happy lately and I think that might have something to do with LOVE!

Chapter 2

We got to the door and Jasper still hadn't stopped smiling since we left the car "Reservation for Whitlock" Jasper said before the host even got to utter her welcome… definitely nervous.

"Follow me" She said leading us right out of the restaurant, it was absolutely breathtaking there was beautiful variations of gold scattered all round the room from the exquisite setting on the chairs to the detailed carving of the table pieces, diamond like crystals hanging from the roof in the chandeliers. There was a massive door with beautiful brass knobs that led to probably another section of the restaurant.

I was still in awe at the beauty of it all, when the door flew open and in one voice I hear people yell "SURPRISE!" Fuck…..

I hate celebrating my birthday I just love it because Jasper makes it worthwhile and here he had gathered my hand full of friends and gotten them all together for me and I feel like shit for not realizing this. I mean Rose who is my best friend and a supermodel suddenly had a shoot come up and Alice had to leave to go visit her parents in New York all spur of the moment.

Yeah I had this coming I should have known.

"Happy Birthday Tinkerbelle" Jasper whispered in my ear and just looking at his face I knew there is no way I can not enjoy the party after the look of joy on his face.

"Hey Bella, Happy Birthday, you did not seriously think I would miss this did you?" Rose asked giving me the bitch brow.

"Shit thanks guys I mean wow I cannot believe you did all hid this from me, I mean how did Jasper get all your details? Not that I am ungrateful or anything I just wasn't expecting any of this." I kind of vomited this information.

"Well" Jasper started… "We actually have a common friend"

I can't believe it Jasper is blushing! He blushes! I need to dig and fast!

"Really I find that hard to believe so please enlighten me?"

"The friend your store is co owned with? Alice?" he said still blushing.

"How is Alice a common friend of yours and mine?" I said giving him my very ineffective bitch brow.

"Well she is actually uhmm the sister of friends of mine…. Edward and Emmet?"

He said but I still cannot understand the blush.

"Bellie Bird" I heard that god awful nasal sound and my blood turned cold I could see Rose turn her icy gaze behind my back in the direct of the shit voice!

"What the fuck is that asshole doing here?" She snarled at Jasper.

"I don't know I sure as fuck did not invite any guys, why what is the problem?" Jasper was instantly on alert by my and Roses reaction to Mike Newton being here.

"No it's nothing just not someone I get along with very well" I said cause the last thing I need right now is for Jasper to get into a fight and have it splashed all over the media.

"Uhhmm I'll take care of it" I said trying to sound convincing and seeing Jasper give me a look of concern.

"Nonsense this is your party go mingle with your friends I'll take care of the douchbag." Rose replied and made haste before Newton could get near me

"So… you and Alice?"

"huh…no it's nothing like that I mean I didn't even know you knew her till Edward showed me the invite for your store opening next month and then it all clicked into place you know you and Alice…."

"Huh" that was all I could say because I could see that there was more to it than meets the eye.

"So who are all these people?" Jasper asked.

"They are mostly models from when I was selling on line. A few photographers from the store shoot and then I see Alice also managed to invite the staff from the store." I said looking at all the people in the room who I assume Alice invited to get some bodies into my surprise party I mean I am not a hermit but I do not socialize easily.

"Hey there Miss Vanilla what is happening?" Happy Birthday." Said Jessica she is the PR lady we got to help with the major publicity we needed to launch the store.

"Hey Jess thanks." I said I don't know why but I do not feel very comfortable around her she is the type of woman who is willing to do anything to gain a successful reputation.

"BELLA!" Alice shouted from across the room.

"Alice." I said trying to sound stern just as I felt Jaspers hand on my back urging me to relax. It worked Jasper has always been able to make me relax.

"Happy Birthday Bella." Alice beamed at me.

"Uhhh Thanks." I said blushing fuck I hated that about myself that and the rest of my body that is attached to my neck.

"Hey Jazz." Alice said all shy and calm.

"SUP" Jasper replied trying to sound cool I mean what the fuck!

"Jasper please we are not from the hoods and we are not slumming it, greet Alice like a lady." I said before I could control myself.

Jasper blushed but took Alice's hand in his own and kissed her knuckles… for real I mean I thought that only happened in movies.

So the rest of the time was spent mingling with guests and soaking up all the hype revolving around the opening of the new store.

I was spent and very disappointed because I wanted my birthday with just Jasper maybe Rose and Alice but definitely not thoughtless models and empty shell of people who want to make it big.

I was just standing there making mindless small talk with one of the empty shelled models when finally I felt Jasper hug me from behind. "Are you okay?" he asked. Jasper knew me like a book and could always tell when things were not good.

"Yeah just overwhelmed with all of today you know…" I said.

"Bella just tell me what is really wrong?" Jasper said using his stern manly voice and trying to overpower my will.

"Nothing is wrong per say..." I said and Jasper motioned with his hand for me to continue. "Well I was kind of hoping today will be just you and I like old time…maybe some of Rose and Alice but just you and me…" I said embarrassed

"I mean I am glad you did all this for me..." I trailed of again.

"Bella, Bella, Bella,…."Jasper said shaking his head." This he said" motioning with his hand to room of people "having a light finger lunch and sipping champagne, was all Alice, I actually got us some movies and a few bags of microwave popcorn, M&M's and as a present some fluffy matching pj's for me and you." He said smiling. Oh bless my brother's soul.

"So what are we waiting for lets blow this Popsicle stand!" I said making Jasper smile.

And then, without another word to anyone Jasper and I sneaked out of the party. I sent a quick text to Rose and Alice telling them of our change of scenery and letting them know they are welcome to join us later if they wanted.

As we were emerging from the Restaurant we were assaulted with cameras and flashes everywhere ….the paparazzi?

"Is she your girlfriend Jasper" "Are you to romantically involved" "why aren't you at the training camp" "Have you left the Cowboys" these were the questions I could actually hear amidst all the noise.

Jasper just tucked my head into his shoulder and shielded me from everything as he continued on towards the car.

Once we were safely tucked away I could finally understand the implications of what just happened "Jasper you are fucking famous" I yelled "language Bella' Jasper said smiling.

We stop at the local supermarket and Jasper got us cake and some Vanilla Ice cream. That was my favorite.

When we got home he dragged his suitcases upstairs and I was surprised at how many he had considering the short stay but I did not say anything.

Once inside Jasper handed me a packet containing my favorite fluffy pink pj's that he buys for me every year. I sprang up and ran into the bedroom slipping them on I swear I feels like I died and went to jammie heaven.

Jasper's pj's were identical to mine just blue and I giggled when I saw my big masculine brother dressed in fluffy blue jammies just to keep his sister happy!

"So presents now or later?" Jasper asked….

"Later" I said seriously! "Let's get this boat in the water" I am always trying different analogies but mostly just to make Jasper laugh.

"So Jazz… what movies did you get?" I said trying to mimic Alice.

"Belllaaaa" Jasper said giving me an evil grin. And before I could get up and run away he grabbed me and started tickling me till I felt like I was about to pee my pants.

Once he calmed down I saw he got my favorite movie of all time! Dirty Dancing

"Seriously Bell what is so nice about this movie?" Jasper asks for about the millionth time since my birth!

"I can't really explain it I mean it is not like Patrick Swayze is a sex god or anything there is just something about him and Baby that locks my imagination I mean, I love to dance and to be able to dance like that must be awesome" I said

Jasper just giggled and let me lay in is arms on the couch watching the movie and snacking on ice-cream, popcorn and M&M's.

"This was one of my best birthdays yet…thank you Jasper I know it wasn't easy getting out of the training camp. And I just want you to know that I am very, very proud of you." I said unable to hold back the tears.

Before I knew it Jasper had me sitting in his lap and cradling my head in his shoulder telling me that he loved me.

I must have fallen asleep because I heard the beeping sound of an alarm going off and I raised my head to see both me and Jasper still on the couch fast asleep and before I knew it, the time had come for Jasper to get ready to leave so while he was showering I hastily made him some of my famous blue berry pancakes.

I was feeling very emotional knowing the impending doom of Jasper departure was upon me.