(A/N: Hey all. I am a huge fan of Sesshomaru/Rin pair ups so I wanted to make one of my own. I hope it isn't too bad... and for any one who might care I got another cat. His name is Kibo I got him July 4th! Well... Ja Ne...)

Disclaimer: sadly me no own Inuyasha... if I did... Oh just think of the possibilities... My best friend Wedde with Inuyasha... and me with Sesshomaru... but that wouldn't be fair... so I would make replicas of Inuyasha and... well only one Sesshomaru... sorry Dana...

So to get my point across me no own Inuyasha or any hunky pals nor villains and you no sue... (by the way... am I the only one who thinks Naraku is gay? 00)

{and Do as Infinity rocks!} {and so does BOA}{and... I should shut up now...}

A demon for his love

Summary- (gods I hate summarizing things... it gives everything away! Oh well... I'll put in as little detail as I can.) Rin is now 18 and is confused about her feelings. She is yet to figure out who the person is that speaks to her (which she referes to as her conscience) and that person just keeps helping Rin out. But Rin's 'conscience' gives Rin something that just might make Sesshomaru notice her a little more, and might melt the ice that surrounds his youkai heart. (damn summaries... makes the story sound like frickin BS....damn summaries... kuso them to...um that place no one wants to go...)

(No I don't own Shinjitsu no uta by Do as Infinity... it just sounded good for this chapter...)

Rin and Sesshomaru had long left Jakken and Ah-Un to continue on their way to the Boshinki Forest. Jakken was to go with Ah-Un to the castle and gather certain scrolls that would be necessary for one of Sesshomaru's deals with the northern lands.

"Rin. Don't lag too far behind." "Rin. Keep up." "Rin. Tell me when you are ready to take a rest." "Rin. We shall rest for a few. Stay here, I'll be right back."

When Sesshomaru turned his back to walk off into the forest Rin made a mocking face "Rin do this, Rin don't do that. Rin we shall, Rin we shall not... Rin, Rin, Rin!" Rin waved her hand back and forth in front of her face each time she said Rin. She dropped her mocking expression and picked up a twig, sitting on a log. Rin let out a bored sigh and tossed the twig. "I'm starting to tire of my own name. (sigh) Now where'd he go off to this time?" Rin looked all around her only to see moist bamboo trees and an assortment of others. Wildflowers and patches of grass were scattered about. Where there wasn't grass nor flowers there was fertile soil.

Rin was so bored she felt she would start to cry with lack of activities. Rin saw a blackberry bush and a raspberry bush close by so she decided to pick some. She always carried a basket with her for gathering herbs or food so she put the berries she picked inside it. She then went over to the mini waterfall and washed the berries to prepare them for her to eat.

I really cant live a life in silence... I need to hear sounds. I need to feel the earth, the air. I need my senses. you also need him. I know... but he doesn't need nor want me. So what's the point any more? After all... he is my father... sort of. Ah but you are past that stage. Rin you are now 18. There is so much out there for you. Don't speak that way, it is unlike you. Rin sighed. Yes but lately I've been less and less like myself. As though my senses are picking up. I feel... strong. And you'll see why soon enough.

It was always these times. When she was alone and getting some thing for her that she would have these 'conversations' with her conscience. Or was it her conscience? She gave up a while ago trying to figure that out. Rin loved watching the sun set perched on top of a tree so she decided to do so. She picked up her freshly washed berries and climbed on the biggest tree with the thickest branches.

She would climb up a few and every or so often when she would find a complicated branch she would put the basket on a outstretched branch, climb the hard part and lean over to pick it up.

When she got to the top she found a branch that formed sort of a seat and stretched out far. This branch was so thick she and her lord could walk side by side if they wanted to and got more and more narrow towards the end of the branch. Rin sat down on the 'seat' and began to eat her berries.

Rin began to sing a song she once heard from one of the village women.

"Akaku nijimu taiyou wa subete o Terashite kita ima mo mukashi mo Kono yuuyami ni egaiteru souzou wa Hatashite kono te ni oenai mono na no ka?

Motto ima ijou ni hadaka ni natte Ikite yuku jutsu oshiete yo Honno sukoshi dake watashi o yogoshite Sou yatte hitori kizu tsuitari Mawari o nakushita to shite mo Shinjitsu no uta wa kono mune ni nagare

Arasoi wa mada tsuzukun darou Dono michi ima ga taisetsu na no sa Gamushara ni natte miotoshite kita mono Tatoeba dare ka no yasashii hohoemi mo

Eien o shireba donna kurayami mo Itami mo itsuka kiete sou yatte ima wa watashi o yogoshite Zutto mukashi mita tenkuu no shiro ni Itsuka wa tadoritsukeru Shinjitsu no uta o Michishirube ni shite

Eien o shireba donna kurayami mo Itami mo itsuka kiete Shinjitsu no uta wa kono mune ni nagare

Motto ima ijou ni watashi o yogoshite Hon no sukoshi dake watashi o yogoshite

Shinjitsu no uta o Michishirube ni shite"

About thirty minutes later the sun was at its most orange and Rin had finished her berries, still hungry. When she looked down into her basket she saw pears and apples. Only to look down and see Sesshomaru. Rin smiled and said in regular conversation tone, "I'll be down in a few. Thank you for the pears and apples." About fifty stories down Sesshomaru nodded and kept his concentration at the top of the tree.

Rin...Yes? do me a favor...What is it? Jump from the end of this branch. Rin's shock could've made her fall over had it not been for the fact that the branch was thick and her seat was secure. Her heart began to pump very fast. WHY?! Trust me. You love your Lord right? Yes I do... but-So jump. Nothing bad will happen and if anything falters, which it wont, he'll be there to catch you.

Rin stood up and smelt the air. She felt entirely at peace and walked with ease to the middle of the branch. So will you jump? "Yes." Rin said aloud. Below Sesshomaru thought Rin was getting ready to climb down.

Rin walked in a peaceful stupor to the end of the branch and took in a deep breath. Tell him this before you jump... tell him... Don't catch me until I am about to hit the ground. Tell him he is not to jump up to catch you. Rin did as she was told and spoke in a more forceful tone.

"Sesshomaru-sama. My lord please do not jump to catch me. Stand your ground and you are to only catch me when I am about to hit the ground. Please or this will not work." Sesshomaru was horrorstruck. She's going to jump?!

Rin took in her surroundings and look down. Ah... it's a long way down... Well hell... I climbed it. Rin took her basket and threw it down. "THAT! You can jump to get!" She yelled down. When Sesshomaru landed and put the basket down Rin took a deep breath. Rin... you're stalling. I'm jumping now! Give me a second! Prove it! Prove it? Yeah! Prove it! Rin let her legs push off as she jumped keeping her eyes closed she yelled at her conscience How's that for proving?! Fine but open your eyes, in five...four... three... two, one!" Rin's eyes shot open, she was falling flat, with her stomach facing the ground. When she was about five inches away from the ground she some how was pushed forward rather than down. She then jumped and wound up jumping too high.

When Rin looked down she was about 30 feet in the air. And rather than falling down like a normal human she fell slowly. About 25 feet in the air or so her whole body started to spasm. Her arms and legs became numb and her stomach let out a pain so intense that even her worst cramps couldn't compare. Still falling she pulled her arms across her chest and her legs to her chest crying in pain.

Sesshomaru was about to run and grab her in mid air but he remembered what she told him and he ran getting ready to catch her falling form.

Rin passed out moments before she fell into Sesshomaru's arms and as an effect her whole body stretched to it's full length. Sesshomaru put Rin on the forest floor.

Sesshomaru raised an eyebrow. what's this? Some one wants to play with the specimen of my Rin...

Nani-nadja love cliffies... makes ya wanna read more...sometimes...

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Ja Ne!